Lost Girl | Peter Pan x Reader

This is the first fanfic I write with the purpose of publishing it.
Please have mercy on me and on my grammar mistakes, since my first language is German and I'm still learning English.
If you see any grammar mistakes, please point them out so that I can correct them, it would be highly appreciated.
Feedback in general would be highly appreciated because, yet again, it's my first official english ff and my only judge until now was my sister.

You're just a normal girl. You have a few good friends, a family and you go to school. Just as normal as it can be. That also includes feeling down from time to time. Everyone has that. Normal.
Another day that slowly ends while the night just begins. It wasn't bed time yet so you had some little free time for yourself which you spend in bed. Depressing thoughts were what made miserably unmotivated to stand up and try to live. You thoughtfully gazed into your room. A mess. Just like your life. 'Wait what was that?' You actually hate thinking so negative things as you do right now. 'Come on Y/N, get yourself together.'
Still, nothing changed. You continued staring in your room while letting out a sigh.
'Peter Pan.' You read the book title in your small bookshelf. It makes you smile. Watching the Disney movie always cheered you up. Maybe the book can do the same. It's not even the original one, just a different version but isn't the story always the same?
As you were looking through the pages, you notice that you really do feel better. That just makes you a little homesick. But how? It's a cute story and all but it isn't even real, or is it? "Of course it's not, don't be such a weirdo.", you tell yourself. But, you were kinda curious where these thoughts could bring you.
"Oh Peter.", you start while looking out the window. "I'm aware this is probably the dumbest thing I've ever said, but... If... you... really exist... I really wished to visit Neverland. Because I-if you exist...
I Believe."

Open "Chapter 1" to continue.