Luke Hemmings is in a band called 5 Seconds of Summer and he is very sensitive, awkward and shy. He has a crush on his bandmate, Ashton Irwin. He has had this crush for almost eight months. It isn't going anywhere, it is just getting stronger. Luke knows that Ashton would never love him, Ashton's not gay. Luke goes through depression, self harm and an eating disorder. He didn't know how much longer he would last, he tried to stay strong, but he didn't know if he could any longer. *Contains self harm, eating disorders, depression, swearing, etc*
(For anybody who says not to ship them romantically, I'm not really. I just made a fanfiction about them. I don't ship them romantically, I just thought the idea was cute. Anyway it's just something to write in my spare time, thought it would be a cool idea, leave if you don't like it :)
Luke is in love with his best friend, Ashton Irwin. He constantly finds himself getting stuck in situations where he feels exposed to his feelings and sexuality. That's the problem. Nobody knows that Luke is into guys, due to his lack of communication and honesty. He knows that his mates aren't homophobic people, but, he is afraid of a few judgements being made.
Luke is trapped inside his own little box, bubbling up the thoughts of confessing his feelings for Ashton. However, each time he tries, he ends up creating lies after lies, which the older lad believes.
Will Ashton finally see through Luke's lies, or will he stay oblivious to the fact that Luke is in love with him?
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• Started - September 22nd, 2014 •
• Finished - June 23rd, 2015 •
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** this is one of the first fanfictions I ever wrote. It's not great. Read at your own risk.. **