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When She Was Gone

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"Your Padawan was weak, like you. So I killed her," said the Togruta, circling Anakin's interrogation chair.

Anakin finally looked at her in disbelief and horror, tears in his eyes. He stared into hers, begging them to return to ocean blue. But it was no use. 

This girl may have looked like Ahsoka, but she was not his Padawan any longer. The Dark Side had truly taken her. 

~~~

In this galaxy, Palpatine was killed in a speeder accident when he was a boy, and never rose to power. Another Dark Lord created Order 66, but was more interested in simply killing the Jedi quickly and efficiently. He wasn't looking for an apprentice.
In this galaxy, Anakin never went to the Dark Side. 
In this galaxy, Padmé survived. 
In this galaxy, the Skywalker family lives together, far from harm's way, where they can raise their children in peace. 

In this galaxy, Ahsoka Tano has been dead for eleven years. 

Or so Anakin Skywalker thinks.

~

I obviously do not own Disney nor any parts of Star Wars, the only things that are mine are any non-canon characters made by me. 
Highest ranking: #1 in Ahsoka (it was only for like a week but I was very happy) and #1 in anidalaAll Rights Reserved

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Eternal ~ Anakin Skywalker ~ by TheNightwisher

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The Jedi I Should Be || Anakin x Reader by Nissa_Genisis

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Heat of the Force by vadervibes66

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