explaining my depression
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Last published Thu, Oct 17, 2019
small entries on how I'm feeling
(disclaimer: I'm NOT diagnosed with depression and I do not want to try and pretend like I have it for the sale of being "edgy" or whatever, this is legitimately how I feel and whether it's depression or not I dont know, but rn I dont know what else to call it. so please let me know what you think and please i need some support so if you dont have anything nice to say dont say anything at all)
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