Everything is Fine

“I almost did again today you know. But I didn’t. And you wanna know why??” He looks at the ground and I see a flash of regret cross his face before it returns to blank. “I stopped myself for you Luke!!” I screamed, a single tear running down my face “Once upon a time you would have cared”.

“Maybe I still do”

Ashton doesn’t have it too bad. He’s on his first headline world tour with his three best friends, has millions of adoring fans and he gets to do what he loves every single night. Nothing in his life at the moment is particularly wrong. Maybe that’s the problem.

Ashton admits that the blinding lights and the pounding of his drums should be enough to remove him from reality but it just isn’t working anymore but there is something, or someone who is more than enough for Ashton. Luke Hemmings. But he cares more about his image than his friends so every now and then Ashton finds himself sat in the tour bus bathroom in the middle of the night so no one can disturb his time spent with the razor.

Trigger Warning!!!!!!!! There will be self harm in this story, so if that in anyway will effect your happiness please dont read, there will be warnings when these sections will occur. I love you all, stay strong <3