Thoughts of the depressed

You're the best friend that I ever had
Just know you mean everything to me
If something happens just remember you held on when everyone was in doubt...if one goes to deep just know I love you even if you don't love me back
Sorry if this is a bad time...I think it's time to go just for me though you'll find better
I thought I was worthless look at my dull eyes even in summer I wear long sleeves...every night I look up at the moon tears stream down my face
"Daddy's little girl" isn't as strong as he raised her
Momma tried I couldn't think any differently...just me it's over...dead soul...but no dead pulse
If one day I'm up in the sky and your here look up at the helpful sky I'll be in your prayers even if you think I don't care...I'm always there
Yes I put up the role to be strong,the bad bitch no one else ever was....but I'm not