Estupído But True.[c] [Editing]

Aku balik awal sebab rindu. But instead of flowers, I got betrayal.

Dia keluar dari lif hotel-dengan perempuan lain.
Dan aku? Aku berdiri macam patung. Tunggu. Tengok. Terkoyak.

So I did what any broken girl like Mariéne Estefanía would do:

"Hey... wanna be my boyfriend?"

I asked a stranger to save me. I didn't expect him to say no.

Tapi siapa sangka-
Lelaki yang tolak aku hari tu,
Akan jadi lelaki yang paling susah aku lupakan.

I didn't expect him to be Lucas.

Lucas bukan siapa-siapa.
Tapi dalam sekelip mata, dia jadi tempat aku berpaut.

Dia, lelaki yang akan bawa aku ke satu cinta paling indah...

dan paling menyakitkan.

"You'll regret walking away and leaving me like this, Lucas!" -Mariéne.

"I won't, because deep down, I've known that's what I should've been doing from the start." -Lucas.

I want to be with him forever. I have to. I want to. Can I make us be together?

"We can!" -Mariéne
"We can't!" - Lucas

Sudah kuduga. Tidak guna berdebat dengannya.

"Fuck then, Is this a hint? Cause, I still don't fucking get it, Lucas." -Mariéne

"Then think." -Lucas

"How the fuck should I know? Ni bukan cara kau handle benda, Lucas! This isn't right!" -Mariéne

Lucas berpaling dari aku, memandang ke bawah. Dia membisu, seolah-olah buntu dengan semua ni.

Kemudian dia bersuara dengan nada yang begitu mudah, "Then leave the rest to God."- Lucas.

Kami tak pernah declare. Tapi kami saling terikat- dalam cara yang dunia takkan faham.

It feels like the world stops.
And maybe it should've.

Because some love stories are written in fire - and fire never leaves without burning something behind.

"They tell us this kind of love doesn't exist." -Mariéne

"Because it shouldn't." -Lucas

"But it does." -Mariéne.
"And it's ours."

This is not a fairy tale.
It's a story about loving the wrong person at the most right time -
And what happens when the truth is more dangerous than the lie.

☆November 17 2019 - June 09 2020☆
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