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Ecstasy

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The chronicles of a 17 year old drowned by drugs and depression and his journey to the good place, sobriety and euphoria as he struggles with his rapidly deteriorating mental health also involving the ones around him having their own expeditions through the messy world.All Rights Reserved

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