why am I not good enough mom?
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MatureComplete Sat, Oct 19, 2019<5 mins
Watch me like tv and fill my broken heart with sentiment and maybe give me a piece of your heart to hold as a memory
Long rides home and its just you and me
Feel so alone when you enter the room and when memories flash in my mind, I get angry and its like this all the time
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