Between Hows And Whys (Stringed Hearts Series 1)

After finding herself again, Bella took the risk and faced the deafening world of the city. Wearing her bright smiles, inipon niya lahat ng natitirang lakas ng loob para harapin ang magulong mundo.. only to be caught up into one hell of a facade-meeting her ex-boyfriend na minahal niya ng husto pero kinailangan niyang pakawalan.

Pinilit niyang kalimutan ang lahat ng madidilim na alaala ng nakaraan pero pilit din siyang ibinabalik dito hanggang sa unti-unti ay pinapatay nanaman ang puso niyang kababangon lang.

Just when she thought it was over, everything just came back with that fleeting moment.

Just when she thought she escaped the memory, it all just came back in flashes.

Just when she realized that the world moved too fast, she was just standing, stuck there..unmoved..asking herself,

"How can a sole attack wreck the concrete walls I once built to hold back?"

"Why does a single trigger of a gun suddenly kill all the soldiers protecting my heart?"

And she wondered.. is there anything between all those hows and whys?

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Always, The Amorphous