Youngjae and Jaebeom know each other ever since they were very young. They grew up together and became so inseparable that with every problem they had they would go to each other. But then one day something happened that got out of hand. Jaebeom asked Youngjae something and since then they hadn't spoken to each other until two years later. But the thing is... Youngjae didn't recognize the same Jaebeom anymore. Trigger warning: - Suicide; - self-harm; - depression; - social anxiety; - smut.