You go through a stage when you think your in deep love with someone and its great, the cuddles the kisses, feeling loved and also making love. But when it explodes into a massive meltdown of what was once a steaming hot relationship to the crumbling dark deaths of hell where do you turn to? Heaven or hell? Her life was hard, growing up with an autistic brother who's daily beatings and cursing meltdowns put her down but she still loved her brother because that's who he was. But when she suffered a break up with the one she called "her love" things took a turn for the worst. She turned into someone she didn't want to be and was fighting with herself to break the curse. He was not only the love of her life but also throughout the six years of knowing him was her best-friend. She thought they would stay together forever and grow old together but that all changed when he showed his real-self. The controlling person that she thought was just him being protective turned out to be him just controlling her. She worried about going out with her friends to get drunk and have fun because she knew what she faced when she went home. An argument that brought her to tears every night because she kept thinking " Why me? I thought he loved me? Did i do something wrong? Why does he say these things to me?" She went into a serious depression and was staring to go over the edge, but it was too late until he finally pushed her into the deep never ending life that she cannot escape. She had enough and wanted to escape and the only way to do that was to leave him. It was the single-most hardest thing she ever had to do..... She still wanted to be friends, and sure yeah it worked for a while until decided to bail because of other people. She never saw him again. And now others are facing the aftermath but it isn't until one day she meets her new lecture-er at music college that she starts to take a turn for the worst.All Rights Reserved