Hello Nostalgia

Yesterday
I was sad that the reality I was seeing was different from everyone else
Loneliness
Instead of trying to find solace
I decided to give up until that day
A bright light shined into my soul, it gleamed like an emerald
Up until that point, i was wondering what was the meaning of my life

Can you see it
I am not alone anymore
I am out of the veil of despair
I know now the meaning of hope

Heavenly
Those loud, noisy days
It felt nice like spending time with old friends
My determination dazzled on, like an emerald
No matter what comes my way, i will face onward

I risked my life fighting
I don't regret any of it
I swear not to return to the old miserable me

I will protect everyone a much as i can, till the very end
I do this not for myself, not for my own, but for the ones
I call family

As I listen to your lame jokes
And laugh at how silly they are
I think this is the way I wanted to be and wish to stay like this from now on