You left I followed (book 2)

The second book in this three part series is about the aftermath of fleur's suiside in 'don't leave me'
After fleur died, Jared seemed to lose himself in more ways than one, he lost the sparkle in his eyes, the colour in his cheeks and worst of all?
He lost all of his will to live.
While dabbling in many of fleur's arts such a self harm, nightmares and suisidal thoughts he maybe found something.
"You may have left but I'm following close behind my darling"