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Lost faith. [ethan karpathy]

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Alaska Lawrence was quiet, shy and simple. Not many people knew who she was. Except a certain boy named Ethan karpathy. Ethan karpathy was out of control. He would mess around with any girl he could get his hands on and he would go out every night and come home either drunk or high. Not to mention he was a bully as well. Alaska was one of this victims. He was well known at state ridge high, he was popular. Not for being nice but because if you where anyone you where scared of Ethan karpathy. But when the most popular boy in school and the wallflower's [alaska Lawrence] worlds crash together will it be a beautiful nightmare or a tragic mistake? Will Ethan Karpathy ever change?Tous Droits Réservés

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