The Moon Before the First
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Last published Wed, Mar 30, 2022
'Sometimes, just being human isn't enough. There has to be more than just the mundane!'
Is what I think some would say. No - right now - it's something that I know many would say. They always want to have a deeper meaning in their life than to eat, work, sleep and die. Which I get, honestly I do, but why do you want this?
It's bewildering to see those who are desperate to become something more. They always make the same claims: "I know what I'm getting into", "It's never going to be that bad". But the sad truth that they are so blissfully blind to, is that they don't know what they're getting into and it is always that bad.
Either it's this or to have meaning in someone else's life, something so profound that they could never let you get away. So much so that to be without you, is to not be at all.
I could've been one of those people, this line of destiny could've been written in the stars for me - in a different realm perhaps. It would've been a matter of choice.
Do I want to be something more? Be someone's life line? Or... be nothing?
But I had no choice in that matter. Not even in the slightest.
'They' made it happen either way, with no regards to if I wanted it or not.
And there was not a single thing that I could've done to stop it.
The story you're about to embark was by no means an easy one, but maybe, just maybe, if you happen to find my life to be interesting, grotesque, unfair possibly even underwhelming then i do suggest that you keep an eye out.
Have any unsolved cases at home? Shrouded in mystery with the beckoning call of all things supernatural? If so, I strongly suggest that if you go digging, be thoroughly prepared.
I have gotten my fair share of pain on this path, one that I doubt any sane person would want.
By the end of this, if you tags still want it, go on at full speed ahead. They're a lot closer than you think.
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