Highschool Love <3 [On Going]

Have you ever felt so in love? And knew from the very start that this person will never be yours for the rest of your LIFE? Maybe you do. Have you felt that strange feeling when you see him with another girl? When you know, you will never have the chance to tell him the truth because he’s already surrounded with his HAPPINESS. Because you know, you don’t have a place in his heart? Because you know, he won’t bother listening to you? Or maybe because sometimes, you’re just an OPTION. JUST AN OPTION to him when it doesn’t work out with the others. A rebound. You know what I mean. I have always felt that pain everyday inside of me. But what I do to hide all those shit is to FAKE A SMILE INFRONT of his face. But behind those smiles are tears I wonna cry. A story I wonna tell. A trash I wonna throw. A pain I wonna keep and a hatred I wonna fade. It sounds CORNY, but its true. I don’t wonna lie anymore. And that’s because I wonna know the truth about ME in HIM. Me and my Unexpected Bestfriend.

Oo, he was my first crush in HIGHSCHOOL.

Or should i say, my FIRST LOVE. Masyado pa nga daw kaming bata para sa LOVE2x na yan.

Pero i dont care. I love him. I loved him. And i will love him. <3

Nasaktan ka noon. Pero paano pag naging Bestfriend mo siya?

Would you risk your friendship because you wanted to have a relationship with him?

Pinky promises, first kiss, first love, the best of friends. Yeah, i think i should consider myself LUCKY. That's what they said.

Yes, he loves me. He likes her. He still has feelings for this other girl. He cares for me. He loves more than just one girl. But He's still my bestfriend.

And the question here is, Can I consider myself LUCKY to have him as my bestfriend, when he's the one causing my HEART a GREAT PAIN? :||

Well, this.. is my STORY.. </3