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Inside an Enigma (Youth Years)

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Parts 56
Time 4h 31m

depressed intj journal reality

Dear Reader,
    This journal is my own personal journal. As you read, you will come across letters, school work, essays, entries, photos, drawings, etc,. on how I, myself, experienced and saw the world. 
This is dedicated for those who seek what is true and is on a current quest to develop the betterment of oneself along with the multitude of peers in society. 
My objective is to help open new perspectives some may never have thought of, to open ears to those who may not hear, and to widen eyes of those who missed the small glimpses that were in front of them. 
With the constant change of new technology; Society reinventing itself day by day- I want to put out at least one source that shows what the world really is, and how to find the simplicity in life, because to most it seems seldom easy.
You see, my main goal is not to live forever, but to create something that will. To create something that outlives me.All Rights Reserved

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