If life is a struggle then we're a beautiful mess.

Is it so wrong longing for love?

𝑇𝑤𝑜 𝑏𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑜 𝑓𝑙𝑖𝑟𝑡 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒 ， 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑒𝑎𝑐ℎ 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑔𝑒𝑡𝑠 𝑎 𝑏𝑜𝑦𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑...

Poetry, free verse, collection of poems, long poetry

✿*:･ﾟPoetry ﾟ･:*✿ ~FEATURED ON WATTPAD'S POETRY LIST~ ||•WINNER Of The Recognition Awards•|| ||WINNER of The Second Ohana Awards|| ||WINNER of The Best Aesthetics In April Jane's Awards|| ||WINNER of the Constellation Awards|| ||WINNER of the Young blood Awards|| •Will-O'-The-Wisp • ❝A Misleading Elusive Goal Or Hope❞. •Magic Shop• ❝A Psychodramatic Technique Which Exchanges Fear For A Positive Attitude❞. ─━━━━━━⊱✿⊰━━━━━━──━━━━━━⊱✿⊰━━━━━━ Highest Ranking In Poetry and Poems- #1 ─━━━━━━⊱✿⊰━━━━━━──━━━━━━⊱✿⊰━━━━━━ Here's To Those Whose Demons Crawl Inside Their Head Fighting To Be Let Out . Here's To Those Whose Minds Have Been Left Torn And Tattered After The War Against Themselves. Here's To Those Whose Minds Are Dark Labyrinths Of Thoughts, Fuelled By Their Lost Dreams And Broken Memories. ✧♬•*¨*•.｡✧♬•*¨*•.✧♬•*¨*•.｡｡✧♬•*¨*•.✧♬•*¨*•.｡

Featured on @WattpadPoetry's reading list Stygian Skies and @CoffeeCommunity's Cappuccino reading list. A poetry book that trembles with fear, explodes with rage, and loves with everything it has. It tries to make sense of the past and explores trauma head on in an unfiltered way that leaves no room for denial. It's a documentation of my entire life, moments both sun kissed and dark. A book written with the new understanding that expressing how you feel is absolutely vital. Most of my poems come from personal experience and some topics may be sensitive to some readers. Some themes included consist of toxic household environments, the loss of loved ones, abusive relationships, suicidal thoughts and actions, and struggling with mental illness.

My suicide had been two years in the making when I decided not to follow through at the last minute. Over the past decade, I've written poems, books, short stories, fanfiction and hundreds of thousands of words, but nothing felt complete. This collection of selected works was meant to be my final offering- the only thing ready for posthumous publication. Blood Orange Periphery includes poems written in the months preceding the end-that-didn't-happen, some of my best teenage scribbles, and journal entries that chronicle the transition from death-planning, to recalibrating life.

𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐅𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐮𝐭