Satan Forgive Me
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Hi. My name is Jade and this is my so called "diary" of being a confused teenager just entering high school.
"Forgive Me Satan", the title of this 'book', is actually one of my main problems in life right now. If you decide to read this shitty book you'll understand why it's called what it is. I may change the name later.
If this offends you in any way, don't read it. I'm just doing this to rant and let my thoughts out to the world.
Maybe you're having the same problems as me. Or maybe you're just reading to try and understand a confused teen.
Whatever the hell it may be, enjoy.
~ptvjxde☁︎
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