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Nirvana

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A lifetime is long. The future is unknown while the past remains muddled. Fate is cruel and destiny is not kind, thus, one's heart can never rest. The mountains and rivers, the ravines and the skies, the journey to seek everlasting serenity is hard.

Love and hate are twisted together, bounded so tightly to one another, never able to escape from the other. Fate is running its course, taking pity on no one, just like how time continues to run, never caring of the people who wish to stay behind.

To repay a debt, how far must one go? Perhaps only when one reaches paradise, only when one has cultivated their heart to the extreme, only then can they dare to dream. 

To seek nirvana, what should one sacrifice?

"Others seek nirvana, but I merely seek you. Others wish to reach nirvana, but I merely wish to reach you. I wish to seek you, for you are my nirvana."

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AN: This books continues in the same world as Steal The Male Lead. It can be considered a sequel but also not really at the same time as it takes a different route. With this book, you won't need to read Steal The Male Lead first to understand it.All Rights Reserved

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Broken But Fixed [ZhanYi] by WY0508XZ0510

'How have you changed this much?' 'Where is the boy I fell for all those time and still in love with?' 'What could have happen so wrong to take away your sunbeam smile' 'How come nothing around you matters anymore?' 'How have you become so silent and aloof?' All these thoughts went through the older man's mind when he saw his beloved after six years. How come the boy he loved all way through have become totally opposite of what he was then. Lets join the older man to figure out what could have gone so wrong. To see if he still stands a chance to make him his. Warning: This fiction contains some slightly dark scenes which might uncomfortable. Therefore, proceed with caution! All the pictures here do not belong to me. The source of these pictures are pinterest. The story is fictional. The characters used are borrowed from chinese entertainment industry. The story has nothing do with the real life of the characters. Impressive Rankings #44 recovery #34 suffering

冤家 - His Destined Love by Ou_lan_er

[Completed] A tragedy turns two clans from friends to enemies who fight each others for the throne. However, an unexpected incident makes their heirs get closer... What will the heirs do? Will they let go of their past and the greediness of the present for a future together?

"Him" (killing stalking fanfic) by FLAWLESSMEOWMEOW

Warning : contains smut and yaoi if you are not a fan of the above DO NOT proceed Disclaimer: I don't own the characters all rights go to their rightful owner I only own the plot "He is the most beautiful thing I ever seen . He is so kind to me . I... I love him.."that was what Yoonbum thought before getting kidnapped by his boss , Sangwoo. Sangwoo was a psycho , he would do crazy stuff to Yoonbum and he would cry and beg for mercy . But one day all of that changed ... no sequel ❌ FLAWLESSMEOWMEOW©

The Cold General's Fierce Wife by nit_7_7

Main story:COMPLETED Extras:ONGOING ___________________________ After his miserable death, Su Ying transmigrates into a glass-hearted 'white lotus' 'ger' in the ancient time who was treated wrongly by his family. He also learns that due to an Imperial edict, he's going to be sold... *cough* married off to the greatest General of the empire who's known to be a 'cut sleeve'! Su Ying looks at his own 'Heaven defying beauty' and sighs. What if he makes that guy 'straight'??? Thus, in order to save his little life and 'chastity', Su Ying makes up a scheme. At his wedding night, he cleverly binds his husband to bed while sitting on top of him, holding his chin and narrowing his own beautiful eyes- "You might be a 'cut sleeve' now, but who knows about future. You dare touch me without permission, see if I don't cut your thing and feed it to pigs." General Li Yusheng who was being 'threatened' by his extremely 'fierce' wife- "......................" ____________________________________ Most impressive rankings- # 1 - mpreg (31/08/2020) # 1 - malepregnancy (31/08/2020) # 1 - alternateuniverse (06/09/2020) # 1 - danmei (17/10/2020) # 2 - bl (11/09/2020) # 1 - yaoinovel (29/12/2020) # 2 - manxman (14-02-2021) # 1 - chinese (27/02-2021) # 4 - boyxboy (15/03/2021) # 2 - ancient (19/05/2021) # 2 - original (30/11/2021) # 1 - yaoinovel (19/12/2021) # 6 - comedy (10/02/2022) Starting date:9/08/2020 Ending date: (This is an original work. PLEASE DO NOT REPOST THIS ANYWHERE WITHOUT MY PERMISSION.) *Any pictures used here don't belong to me. Credits belong to their original owner.*

Hope - a fateful moment (Vol.4) ✅️ by Nezumigami

"What do you mean by that? What right do you have to take him with you?" Steve pressed. The demon looked at him with glowing eyes, his bestest friend and greatest love unconscious in the arms of this man. "Hope is my mate, my bride, as you humans would say. I will take him with me to Hell where he belongs. You humans will forget that he existed, because he died in the accident four months ago. Human, live your life to the fullest, that's what my heart would wish for." ***************************************** In an instant, Hope is torn from life, falls low and ends up in Hell. But that's not where he belongs. His mother had sold his soul and so Hope begins his life in hell. He winds up at a slave auction and is sold to a demon who has been waiting for him all his life. Can he win Hope for himself? What is truly behind his fall into Hell? ______________________________________________ Order of the Fate-Series: Vol. 1: Belial - a fateful night Vol. 2: Zackory - a fateful touch Vol. 3: Nix - a fateful kiss Vol. 4: Hope - a fateful moment Vol. 5: Aleksander - a fateful decision (final book) You should read the previous volumes first to understand the plot of this book. This story is a boy x boy story with a lot of emotion and also erotic scenes. The scenes are marked and can be skipped without having a disadvantage when reading further. My proofreader is @livblace. ;D The characters and contents of this story are fictitious and subject to my copyright. Use without my prior consent is unlawful as it is an infringement of my copyright. I wish you a lot of fun! Your Mouse Goddess

The Damned by rotXinXpieces

[29] After a paralyzing loss and hard lessons learned, Jasper is willing to do whatever it takes to reach his goal. In the mean time, he does whatever his mother says as he bides his time. Even if his mission is to weasel his way into an unsuspecting heart to find an opening in the enemy. But as his mission grows further and further in-depth, he finds himself grappling with old feelings and old fears. He can't afford to lose his head now, not when he's so close to success. And his heart and soul will always belong to his beloved... Is he willing to lose everything to try again? Or will duty triumph over heart at great cost? [Warning: The following book contains Adult Themes] [Warning: The following book contains BDSM content] [Warning: The following book contains suicide/self-harm] [Warning: The following book contains graphic depictions of violence]

Fate once again by ruishka1

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WHAT IS HAPPINESS FOR US by AdalineSerenity1207

...i don't care about your opinions...I just don't want you kill to yourself...you still have a long life ahead of you... somewhere along the way... you'll find a reason to live again..." Jaemin sigh heavily as he wiped the tears that fall down rapidly from his eyes. 'you will find a reason to live again.' Those words repeat itself like a chant. "Will I find a reason to live again?" "Will I be happy again?" ♥️ Hi guys its Adaline Serenity here I made a new book again YEY👏 And it's Boys love Surprised(｡•̀ᴗ-)✧again Actually I want to write boy x girl but...nah maybe next time I'm very addicted to BL right now But it will not contain SMUT anymore so sorry for the PERVET READERSಥ_ಥ I decided to make a drama and romance story So I hope you enjoy this story🙏🏻😣 But before that Please grab a tissue to wipe down your tears (-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩___-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩)

Reap the Earth at Which you Stand [boyxboy] by FKNichols17

Growing up in chaos isn't simple for all. Not many could cope. They would struggle and kick, but ultimately drown. However, for Dakota, that was his normality. Torturing. Maiming. Killing. That was his life, the life of a hunter. The Arizona line was elusive, written fame in the lore of hunters, and infamy for their prey. They were the best. No one could ever compare to their skills, their abilities, their ruthlessness. But Dakota was something else. His siblings might have learnt to enjoy the hunt, well most of them anyway, but Dakota didn't. There was always something missing for him, something he was waiting on. Silent and everlasting hope. A promise had been made to him, the day his twin brother was stolen, taken by the enemy, plucked right from the very home the Arizonas had grown up in. A promise of something better, something that he might actually want in his life. Now, almost sixteen years later, something was coming. A change was begging to be found. Maybe it would be for the best. Maybe Dakota would finally find that certain something that had been missing his whole life, something to fill the dark and fractured abyss that ached and wailed within. But nothing was ever that simple. Because, of course, the promise that had been made to Dakota would never be anything plausible for him, anything tangible to have and to hold. He had been promised a new life, by the greatest enemy of them all. It wouldn't be easy. Not with his family still clinging to his heels, the teachings of blood and violence burnt into his mind. No, leaving them behind wouldn't ever be easy. Then again, staying with them would only bring his inevitable death. Why not take the chance to die happy? After all, out of the ashes, a phoenix will rise...

Saved by KaedeT

[BOOK 1] Not Edited - For the edited version see my bio Aquilam and Ignis, two clans fighting each other for more than a thousand years now. A place where everyone had a pair of wings. We were all hybrids, but with two different kinds of wings. You could have either have bird wings or the one of a dragon. For me, my wings were everything. They were my life, my freedom, and my pride. But after my father's betrayed the King, all our family was also treated as traitors. Our punishment? HELL Every day, as soon as I woke up in the morning until I went to sleep at night, the shadow of my father betrayal always haunted me. He made our lives pitiful. One day, I had enough, so I ran. I ran hating my dad for what he did to us, to ME. A hybrid like me had no chance of surviving in the wild. Not after THAT. This was now my life, trying to survive and resist this incredible and exquisite smell so close yet so far.

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Broken But Fixed [ZhanYi]

'How have you changed this much?' 'Where is the boy I fell for all those time and still in love with?' 'What could have happen so wrong to take away your sunbeam smile' 'How come nothing around you matters anymore?' 'How have you become so silent and aloof?' All these thoughts went through the older man's mind when he saw his beloved after six years. How come the boy he loved all way through have become totally opposite of what he was then. Lets join the older man to figure out what could have gone so wrong. To see if he still stands a chance to make him his. Warning: This fiction contains some slightly dark scenes which might uncomfortable. Therefore, proceed with caution! All the pictures here do not belong to me. The source of these pictures are pinterest. The story is fictional. The characters used are borrowed from chinese entertainment industry. The story has nothing do with the real life of the characters. Impressive Rankings #44 recovery #34 suffering