A Cellist's Thoughts
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Last published Sun, Apr 12, 2020
Journal entries from Calvin Asher
These are mostly brain dump ideas I have when I want to think about Calvin's main story line. They are rather personal to me, and will contain sensitive topics about abuse and such, they are somewhat out of order for now, but I will put the available trigger warnings when needed too.
Also a side note: Calvin used to live in Britain, so the dates are put in (dd/mm/yyyy) rather than the usual (mm/dd/yyyy).
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