"You can only dream of the darkness I see." Lotus lives in a shadow with friends that don't even know the real her. She doesn't even know the real her. But she's not happy with herself. Always thinking about new ways to make her beautiful or to selfharm. ---------- I walked from the bus stop trying to keep my self calm. My wrist and legs were dying, I could see the blood through my pants. I cringed at the pain someone touched them. No one knew about them. No one could see them. I couldn't even see them but I could feel them. No one could help, even if they tried. ---------- Leavanna didn't know that soon her life would be twisted and turned around. One boy and she couldn't see straight. Only love would cure the deepest cuts her depression had made. But could she except him or push him away like she did to everyone else that loved her?(CC) Attribution-NoDerivs