The way I wanted to fall inlove

The way I thought I would fall inlove was nothing like reality . Maybe it was a bit too " happy ever after " like , but I believe it would happen .
I always thought I was going to fall inlove with someone I did not have any history with ; so I could re invent myself
I always pictured myself meeting him some odd way and probably doing something incredibly stupid so I could catch his attention and vice versa .
I always pictured him to be a tall , strong , athletic built man .
Towering over me , he'd be kind but hard . He'd break my heart ice , he'd make me learn how to love .
Their would be sexual tensions but mostly another kind of attraction. I would tease him and he would tease me . We'd both be Christian to say that religion isn't a factor would be a lie . However I met Jake and Jacob still now I wonder if I made the right choice