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If I Die Young

goldensunflover

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Parts 13
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Reads 8,681
Votes 263
Parts 13
Time 54m

goldensunflover

aleclightwood boyxboy clace claryfairchild death depression homophobia isabellelightwood jaceherondale jonathanmorgenstern magnusbane malec sexualassault shadowhunters simonlewis sizzy suicide

( Trigger warning - depression, self-harm, bullying, strong language, homophobia, physical assault, suicidal thoughts, suicide. )
"What if the only way not to feel bad, is to stop feeling, anything at all, forever?"
People are cruel, and Alec knows this better than anyone else. He has been abandoned by everyone on the earth and he has nothing and no one to live for... Until one day. 
This boy might be the begging of Alec's happines... or the begging of his end...All Rights Reserved

aleclightwood boyxboy clace claryfairchild death depression homophobia isabellelightwood jaceherondale jonathanmorgenstern magnusbane malec sexualassault shadowhunters simonlewis sizzy suicide

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🌃 Eruleum's King by army_girl3

After defeating Lilith and escaping Edom, the TMI gang finally returns to their common lifes in New York, ready to figure out different issues from demons, such as love. Magnus and Alec, for instance, were the perfect example of that brand new feeling that joined them. What they wasn't expecting was the sudden arrival to the Institute of a stranger that soon, would end that normality and tranquility, helplessly involving them into another adventure. Eruleum threatened them and they were about to experiment the coldness and somberness coming directly from that forgotten kingdom. Like the sun and the moon, Edom and Eruleum were nothing alike, yet sharing a close bond. Each member of the gang will be forced to face their deepest and most horrid fears in a kingdom where there was no place for hope or joy, just freezing cold mechanisms, metal, a permanent double moon, a king thirsty with revenge. TMI gang went to Edom and came back, but would they be able to dodge Eruleum's fierceness too? Would they save the World from an unavoidable storm? They fought fire, it was high time to face ice. Are you ready to start this journey? Are you ready to discover new worlds? Eruleum's King promises action, passionate and unconditional love, new relationships, new bonds, new and unique characters. The thin line that separates hell from heaven, evil from goodness is harder to distinguish than ever. Not everything is as it seems, love is not always precious. Madness has the capacity to poison it. Join this journey, do not let appearances fool you and remember that all the legends are true. • Find this FanFic and more on my Instagram: @/_another_shadowhunter @/_another_shadowhunter_writes

🌇 Edom's King by army_girl3

Asmodeus wanted his son so bad to be the king, to take the leadership and reign Edom. However, Magnus had other plans before chaining himself to that horrid realm. A trip to New York changed everything with the blink of an eye. Without expecting it, he got involved with an out of the box gang, strong Shadowhunters, blessed by the Angel and yet, in need of his help. What's more, confusing feelings started to strike him, altogether with the sudden attack of stronger demons. Those beasts threatened the world and Magnus cared more than he would admit. Returning to Edom as he planned wasn't an option, New York, that gang needed him and love, passion, adventure, new emotions and thoughts hunted him. Will the prince become a king? Will centuries of detestable feelings and detachment fade away? Edom's King invites you to discover a brand new Shadow World, new characters, new outlooks. Accompany Magnus Bane and TMI Gang into this magical, fierce and touching journey, be part of the generation that changed the World. • Find this FanFic and more on my Instagram: @/_another_shadowhunter @/_another_shadowhunter_writes

Fragile World by goldensunflover

Alec Lightwood is popular student in high school, he's a quarterback. People thinks that his life is perfect, but it's not. Other than his parent's divorce and leaving his little sister in New York, he's gay and his life will become hell if anyone finds out. Magnus Bane is new student in William McKinley High School. After his father's death, he's not letting anyone in and because of his mother's job, he had to come to Ohio from London. He's a good dancer and the only reason he chose this school is because of Glee club. How will boy's lives change when they'll meet each other?...

Not the Angel's Wish *COMPLETED* by leovanterwinds

(Sequel to Alec's Last Arrow. ) Not all Angels are born with wings. After the fight with Jonathan, the New York Institute is left devasted. Isabelle is the new Head of the Institute. Jace no longer had a parabatai. Alec is gone. But what happened last night was not the angel's wish. Magnus would do anything to get him back. Just to see his beautiful hazel-eyes, or to hear his laugh once again. And maybe that wasn't exactly a good thing. *COMPLETED* This is based off of the FreeForm tv-series Shadowhunters, and therefore may contain spoilers for all three seasons. I own nothing. Matt and Harry are the most amazing people in the universe. Malec forever.

Malec oneshots 2 + a little Shumdario by HarnieSivagumar

Second part to the malec one shots...

ustulation » lightwood+bane [1] by byeoldreams

some memories never leave your bones. like salt in the sea; they become part of you - and you carry them. + + + In which a stoic shadowhunter, a demon blooded blond, and a cat-eyed warlock overcome everything to be with one another. [ALEC LIGHTWOOD x NICHOLAS FRAY x MAGNUS BANE] [POLYAMORY RELATIONSHIP] [BOOK ONE OF 'WHERE ANGELS FEAR TO TREAD'] [COMPLETED]

Peter Pan - english version by vivschreibt

[COMPLETED] "I don't want you to leave me." Alec sighed. Peter, or whatever his real name was, nodded. "I don't want to go either." he said. "But sometimes you have to make sacrifices for those you love." he said. For those you love. He loved him? After a big and painful loss, Alec's world fell apart. He didn't know if he could ever get better. One night he met a young charming, who helped him dealing with all this. He needed him even though it felt like he loses his mind when he was with him.

𝐖𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐖𝐎𝐋𝐅 𝐈𝐍 𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐇𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐀𝐍 - 𝐀𝐋𝐄𝐂 𝐋𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐖𝐎𝐎𝐃 by chaIamett

❝ I fear no monsters for no monsters I see. For all this time, the monster had been me. ❞ -𝙧. 𝙙. IN WHICH A SHADOWHUNTER DID THE ONE THING HE WASN'T SUPPOSED TO DO. FALLING IN LOVE WITH A DOWNWORLDER 𝐒𝐡𝐚𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐡𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬 | 𝐀𝐥𝐞𝐜 𝐋𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐰𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐒𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝟏 © 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐈𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐭 𝐨𝐟𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐲 𝐬𝐮𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐨𝐯𝐚𝐬𝐬

You and me -always find a way back to eachother by myhopestories

What if two people fall in love when they both know eachother since childhood. what if some drama or emotions add...if they mean to be one or fate doing this...? It's Malec fanfic word count around 1,06,000

The Legend of the Hummingbird by BarbaraSz8

This story was inspired by the documentary "The Hummingbird Effect", narrated by Harry Shum Jr. Alec's sailboat hits the reef and sinks. Off the coast of Costa Rica, his unconscious body is washed ashore in the Pacific Ocean. He wakes up on the abandoned coast of the Osa Peninsula. Here, the Game Master of Life crosses his path with Magnus Bane and the hummingbirds. NOTES: The story will be relatively short, I plan to publish one chapter per week Please don't compare the characters with the characters in Cassandra Claire's books. In my story you will only find references to the TV series. If you don't like it, don't read it. Thank you. (I don't own any of the characters. All belongs to Cassandra Claire. The story is my own. You'll find a few references to the TV series. I only use the names to make it easier to relate to the story) Thank you for reading

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🌃 Eruleum's King cover

🌇 Edom's King cover

Fragile World cover

Not the Angel's Wish *COMPLETED* cover

Malec oneshots 2 + a little Shumdario cover

ustulation » lightwood+bane [1] cover

Peter Pan - english version cover

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You and me -always find a way back to eachother cover

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🌃 Eruleum's King

After defeating Lilith and escaping Edom, the TMI gang finally returns to their common lifes in New York, ready to figure out different issues from demons, such as love. Magnus and Alec, for instance, were the perfect example of that brand new feeling that joined them. What they wasn't expecting was the sudden arrival to the Institute of a stranger that soon, would end that normality and tranquility, helplessly involving them into another adventure. Eruleum threatened them and they were about to experiment the coldness and somberness coming directly from that forgotten kingdom. Like the sun and the moon, Edom and Eruleum were nothing alike, yet sharing a close bond. Each member of the gang will be forced to face their deepest and most horrid fears in a kingdom where there was no place for hope or joy, just freezing cold mechanisms, metal, a permanent double moon, a king thirsty with revenge. TMI gang went to Edom and came back, but would they be able to dodge Eruleum's fierceness too? Would they save the World from an unavoidable storm? They fought fire, it was high time to face ice. Are you ready to start this journey? Are you ready to discover new worlds? Eruleum's King promises action, passionate and unconditional love, new relationships, new bonds, new and unique characters. The thin line that separates hell from heaven, evil from goodness is harder to distinguish than ever. Not everything is as it seems, love is not always precious. Madness has the capacity to poison it. Join this journey, do not let appearances fool you and remember that all the legends are true. • Find this FanFic and more on my Instagram: @/_another_shadowhunter @/_another_shadowhunter_writes