If I Die Young
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( Trigger warning - depression, self-harm, bullying, strong language, homophobia, physical assault, suicidal thoughts, suicide. )
"What if the only way not to feel bad, is to stop feeling, anything at all, forever?"
People are cruel, and Alec knows this better than anyone else. He has been abandoned by everyone on the earth and he has nothing and no one to live for... Until one day.
This boy might be the begging of Alec's happines... or the begging of his end...
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