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If I Die Young

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Reads 8,804
Votes 266
Parts 13
Time 54m

goldensunflover

aleclightwood boyxboy clace claryfairchild death depression homophobia isabellelightwood jaceherondale jonathanmorgenstern magnusbane malec sexualassault shadowhunters simonlewis sizzy suicide

( Trigger warning - depression, self-harm, bullying, strong language, homophobia, physical assault, suicidal thoughts, suicide. )
"What if the only way not to feel bad, is to stop feeling, anything at all, forever?"
People are cruel, and Alec knows this better than anyone else. He has been abandoned by everyone on the earth and he has nothing and no one to live for... Until one day. 
This boy might be the begging of Alec's happines... or the begging of his end...All Rights Reserved

aleclightwood boyxboy clace claryfairchild death depression homophobia isabellelightwood jaceherondale jonathanmorgenstern magnusbane malec sexualassault shadowhunters simonlewis sizzy suicide

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Not the Angel's Wish *COMPLETED* by leovanterwinds

(Sequel to Alec's Last Arrow. ) Not all Angels are born with wings. After the fight with Jonathan, the New York Institute is left devasted. Isabelle is the new Head of the Institute. Jace no longer had a parabatai. Alec is gone. But what happened last night was not the angel's wish. Magnus would do anything to get him back. Just to see his beautiful hazel-eyes, or to hear his laugh once again. And maybe that wasn't exactly a good thing. *COMPLETED* This is based off of the FreeForm tv-series Shadowhunters, and therefore may contain spoilers for all three seasons. I own nothing. Matt and Harry are the most amazing people in the universe. Malec forever.

🌃 Eruleum's King by army_girl3

After defeating Lilith and escaping Edom, the TMI gang finally returns to their common lifes in New York, ready to figure out different issues from demons, such as love. Magnus and Alec, for instance, were the perfect example of that brand new feeling that joined them. What they wasn't expecting was the sudden arrival to the Institute of a stranger that soon, would end that normality and tranquility, helplessly involving them into another adventure. Eruleum threatened them and they were about to experiment the coldness and somberness coming directly from that forgotten kingdom. Like the sun and the moon, Edom and Eruleum were nothing alike, yet sharing a close bond. Each member of the gang will be forced to face their deepest and most horrid fears in a kingdom where there was no place for hope or joy, just freezing cold mechanisms, metal, a permanent double moon, a king thirsty with revenge. TMI gang went to Edom and came back, but would they be able to dodge Eruleum's fierceness too? Would they save the World from an unavoidable storm? They fought fire, it was high time to face ice. Are you ready to start this journey? Are you ready to discover new worlds? Eruleum's King promises action, passionate and unconditional love, new relationships, new bonds, new and unique characters. The thin line that separates hell from heaven, evil from goodness is harder to distinguish than ever. Not everything is as it seems, love is not always precious. Madness has the capacity to poison it. Join this journey, do not let appearances fool you and remember that all the legends are true. • Find this FanFic and more on my Instagram: @/_another_shadowhunter @/_another_shadowhunter_writes

wrong love story (Malec) by komahina_xxx

It has been two years since everything happened (with Lilith and valentine and stuff) everything is back to normal Alec is living his life so as everyone else there is only one thing Alec is carrying a secret and the only person he talks to is Magnus... But what happens when you open up your feelings in front of the person that you like or maybe even love... (Btw Magnus and Alec are not together in this story...not yet) these characters do not belong to me but to Cassandra Clare

You and me -always find a way back to eachother by myhopestories

What if two people fall in love when they both know eachother since childhood. what if some drama or emotions add...if they mean to be one or fate doing this...? It's Malec fanfic word count around 1,06,000

Malec oneshots by otp-malec

Magnus and alec one shots for all the fans out there ^^ Sad ones :( Cute ones :3 Family ones :D Fluffy ones :0 Dirty ones ;3 You name it and I'll try write it xD,

ustulation » lightwood+bane [1] by byeoldreams

some memories never leave your bones. like salt in the sea; they become part of you - and you carry them. + + + In which a stoic shadowhunter, a demon blooded blond, and a cat-eyed warlock overcome everything to be with one another. [ALEC LIGHTWOOD x NICHOLAS FRAY x MAGNUS BANE] [POLYAMORY RELATIONSHIP] [BOOK ONE OF 'WHERE ANGELS FEAR TO TREAD'] [COMPLETED]

Smile - Malec by Akira_Vargas

When his sister has fallen ill Alec seeks help from the high warlock of Brooklyn. He would do anything to save Isabelle so he makes a deal. But is the price the beginning of something greater?

HeartBEAT by AllyMaii

HeartACHE series PART ONE Alec is a ballet and contemporary dancer. As he gets a place at New York Academy of Ballet and Modern, one of the best Dance Academies in the world, he tries everything to do a good job there. At NYABM, he meets Magnus, a really supportive other student, but also Jonathan who seems to hate Alec.As Alec is invited to be a part of a big upcoming dance competition, Jonathan gets jealous. And we know that this can't end well... ⚠️TW: This story includes mentioning of obsessive behaviour, depressive behaviour, bullying and sexual abuse as well as a toxic relationship. Abuse of medicine is also included. If you are sensitive to this topics keep in mind that.you might be triggered by certain chapters.⚠️ Part two, HeartBREAK is up on my profile! COMPLETED

🌇 Edom's King by army_girl3

Asmodeus wanted his son so bad to be the king, to take the leadership and reign Edom. However, Magnus had other plans before chaining himself to that horrid realm. A trip to New York changed everything with the blink of an eye. Without expecting it, he got involved with an out of the box gang, strong Shadowhunters, blessed by the Angel and yet, in need of his help. What's more, confusing feelings started to strike him, altogether with the sudden attack of stronger demons. Those beasts threatened the world and Magnus cared more than he would admit. Returning to Edom as he planned wasn't an option, New York, that gang needed him and love, passion, adventure, new emotions and thoughts hunted him. Will the prince become a king? Will centuries of detestable feelings and detachment fade away? Edom's King invites you to discover a brand new Shadow World, new characters, new outlooks. Accompany Magnus Bane and TMI Gang into this magical, fierce and touching journey, be part of the generation that changed the World. • Find this FanFic and more on my Instagram: @/_another_shadowhunter @/_another_shadowhunter_writes

The Cursed Island (✓) by piadreamer

✨ONC Round One qualified ✨ ✨ONC Round Two qualified ✨ ✨20,000 words ✅. ✨ ▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️ "Oh my god! Where are we!? This couldn't be real! That was just a game, a damn video game!" A woman exclaimed, then burst into crying. "Maia! Baby, calm down. We'll figure it out, okay?" "But how Jordan? How? We're in the middle of nowhere!" "Mam, please calm down. He's right. We all need to figure this out together." Another person said, who was sitting on the armchair of the rotten couch. "Okay, I'm still not convinced!" Jace exclaimed while looking all around the mansion. "How could we all be inside a game!? This isn't some sci-fi movie, it's real-life dammit! What kind of sick prank is it!?" "Excuse me!?" Someone from the crowd yelled, "dude, prank or not, we're stuck on a freaking island. We should think about how to get out of here, alive!" ......................... Alexander Lightwood and his siblings had an addictive nag for video games. They loved spending hours trying to beat each other, but life found its way and made them separate, from the game and from each other. Now, in 2028, a new addictive game has found it's way into their lives - The Cursed Island. As the nostalgia hits the siblings, they gets involved but there's more than it meets the eye. People are vanishing out of existence and now Alexander Lightwood and his family are the victim of this cursed game. Will they be able to find the escape or will they become the victim of the unseen force? ▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️ Genre: Fanfiction Subgenre: Thriller, Adventure, Fantasy Ratings: Mature ⚠️W⚠️ Contains graphic depictions of mature content, unsettling visuals, violence, use of strong language, and mention of smut. [Images used in this book are taken from the internet. Credits to the rightful owner.] [I don't own any of the charac

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Not the Angel's Wish *COMPLETED* cover

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wrong love story (Malec) cover

You and me -always find a way back to eachother cover

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Smile - Malec cover

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Not the Angel's Wish COMPLETED

(Sequel to Alec's Last Arrow. ) Not all Angels are born with wings. After the fight with Jonathan, the New York Institute is left devasted. Isabelle is the new Head of the Institute. Jace no longer had a parabatai. Alec is gone. But what happened last night was not the angel's wish. Magnus would do anything to get him back. Just to see his beautiful hazel-eyes, or to hear his laugh once again. And maybe that wasn't exactly a good thing. COMPLETED This is based off of the FreeForm tv-series Shadowhunters, and therefore may contain spoilers for all three seasons. I own nothing. Matt and Harry are the most amazing people in the universe. Malec forever.