hide and seek who will win

if it wasn't for him i would still have everything that was important in my life, my family my friends are gone because he taught me not to trust people and not to trust my feelings. after years of hiding on my own behind a wall creating a new person a boy arrives and will stop at nothing to try and break that wall down and find the real me. the more i try to hide the harder he trys to find me. but who will win the game of hide and seek and will it all be to much to handle in the end.