Finally Free
  • Reads 4,164
  • Votes 160
  • Parts 8
  • Time 2h 8m
  • Reads 4,164
  • Votes 160
  • Parts 8
  • Time 2h 8m
Ongoing, First published Oct 26, 2019
As soon as I look up and his enchanting  brown gaze entraps mine, I suck in a sharp breath and I feel like I've just been punched in the stomach.

My lungs suddenly stop working and I find myself having to remind myself to breathe. I can feel my heart trying to punch it's way out of my chest, disappointing my brain once again by it's reaction. 

He doesn't seem to be doing better than I am, to my relief. I'd feel like the biggest loser if he was completely careless about this situation.

His full lips are parted as his eyes reflect something that I can't decipher. Needles to say, shock is written all over his face. 

Just when I think we're going to stay tere in silence and stare at eachother forever, he speaks up.

"Perrie. Hi." His voice comes out hoarse, almost inautible but it still sends chills down my spine.

God I'm so angry for reacting to him like this. I'm supposed to act like an ice queen towards him after what he did to me. 

Pictures of a months long heartache flash through my mind, and I'm suddenly reminded of what he put me through. Rage starts to replace the shock and enchantment.

The least I can do for myself is show him that he doesn't affect me anymore, that what he did to me only made me stronger, that I'm not the person he once knew.

"W-What are you-... doing here?" Zayn stutters, trying to make out what to say.

Just when I was about to open my mouth to ask him the same and show that I'm the one who's composed and in control, Gigi finally shows up.

As soon as her gaze lands on him and I, both standing in her living room frozen and jaw dropped, her eyes look like they could pop out of her skull anytime now and panic washes over her.

"Zayn? What the hell are you doing here?"
All Rights Reserved
Sign up to add Finally Free to your library and receive updates
or
#207zerrie
Content Guidelines
You may also like
Hollow (Harry Styles) #Wattys2016 by Krystal_Grace
102 parts Complete
I cupped her face in my hands, rubbing my thumbs in circles over her cheeks. She was having trouble finding words to describe what she felt, and I could relate. I loved her more than words could describe and telling her I loved her was almost an insult to my true feelings for her. My heart ached at just the thought of her not being with me. I honestly don't know what I would have done with myself if I had never went to that stupid party and met her. But, I have a feeling, we would have found each other, eventually. This love's too strong to ignore forever. Both of us had pieces of us missing, that neither of us were aware of until we met. We were like two puzzle pieces that finally connected. "I love you," I whispered, leaning my forehead against hers. "I love you more," she replied in a small whisper, her hand reaching up to caress my cheek while the other rested on my thigh. I shook my head, annoyed and charmed by the audacity she had to think that she could possibly love me more. "I love you most," I persisted, causing her head to moved away from mine as she looked into my eyes. "Always?" She questioned, her eyes unreadable for a moment before a flash of fear passed through. "Forever," I assured her and meaning it. We could live an entire lifetime or for eternity, and my love for her would never fade. It would only grow. There was nothing in this world that would ever change the way I loved her. My, Katarina.
Cold Indifference: a one direction fanfic by shvdes
5 parts Complete Mature
Your eyes are connected and you feel yourself being pulled in closer to him. "Your eyes are so... beautiful." You barely have time to make sense of his barely audible whisper before he snatches you to him, lifting you completely off the ground. Then he kisses you. It's the kind of kiss you have always wanted to give him, in the back of your mind. Yet you never let yourself linger on it for more than a second. A brutally raw kiss that you return, with as much passion as you possess. Zayn groans his surprise against your lips before slipping his tongue past your lips as your mouth opens. You give a moan and feel one of his hands scratch down your back and cup your bottom, joining his other hand. His hands hold you flat against him, as he makes sure you feel his erection press into you, as your tongue strokes his. Moving your hand up his abdomen, you scrunch it up once you reach the tee of his shirt and try to pull him even closer. Zayn finally releases you, slowly pulling his lips away from yours yet leaving your foreheads in contact. "Take me home, Grace." His voice sounding desperate and filled with need. Panting, your heart beating so fast, scaring you with the possibility of it tearing through your chest, you knew you wanted him. Pulling back to look him in the eye, you smile. Not one of your forced smile you sometimes placed on your face, but a real, genuine smile- warm and all his. "Not on your life." You feel yourself pull away from him, and place your legs onto the concrete floor. "Goodbye Zayn." Join Grace Alexander and One Direction as well as their girlfriends, when they decide to go on a long summer trip, will Grace be able to resist the sexual tension? Or will her resolve crumble, and her heart fall in the capable hands of the gorgeous mysterious male?
Stockholm Syndrome (Larry Stylinson) by British-1D-Irish
45 parts Complete Mature
My heart was beating and adrenaline was running through my body at a thousand miles per second. My hand wrapped around the door knob, but then I was pulled back painfully by my arm. I was whipped around and was face to face with a pissed off Louis. "Where do you think you're going, love?" He asked, and I gulped at how dark his voice sounded. The sane part of me was absolutley terrified of it, and I didn't like it, but the part of me that thought Louis was incredible was so turned on by his dark side. "Answer the question." He said as he squeezed my wrist tighter, and I winced a bit, but I didn't answer the question. "Were you trying to leave? Were you trying to run away from me?" He asked, and I felt his nails digging into my skin. I gave a small yelp of pain and then he was dragging me harshly by my arm down the hall again. He passed the room that I was staying in before and opened another door that was three doors down. He pushed me inside, and I couldn't see a thing. The room was completely dark. I began to breath faster because I've never been a big fan of the dark. I hated it. I didn't like what I couldn't see. I jumped as I felt a hand on my waist and my breath caught as I felt a surge of electricity run through me. I felt him pull me closer to him until my back was against his chest. His lips rubbed against my ear and he slowly whispered out "You can't leave, Harry. You're never gonna get away. I'm not gonna let you."
The Rich Kid ➝ h.s ( Sequel to TBK) by OnceUponABookcase
17 parts Complete Mature
( DO NOT OPEN THIS BOOK UNLESS YOU HAVE READ THE FIRST ONE WHICH IS CALLED 'THE BLIND KID') (COVER BY @inkedtattoos :-)) " Can you take a picture with me, Harry? " I ask. I touch his arm, but he jerks away. I hadn't seen him in person in forever. I back up. His lips curl into a smirk, Ray Bans in his hand and a bottle of scotch in the other. " I'm sorta busy, " He spits, starting to walk away. I grab onto his arm again and he angrily turns around, throwing his arms in the air. " I have to go! Leave me the hell alone. You can get a picture later, " He shouts. The anger in his tone was apparent and his teeth were clenched together. I almost whimper, when he freezes. He was acting ridiculous. The sad thing was that this has been happening a lot. Everything was fine and then he started having sudden mood swings and then comes along him being rude to fans. ' Harry styles rude to fans ' made the cover of every newspaper and magazine in the world. He was screwed. He later earned respect back from people, when the whole thing blew over. I could tell he was relieved to say the least, but his ego has gotten bigger and bigger, just as his popularity grew; One directions popularity. " You sound familiar, " He whispers, gripping the bottle of scotch. I was scared it might break. " Do I know you? " He ask. I nod my head to myself, but don't say anything. He didn't need to know. I didn't want him to know. I hated that he was acting like this. The Harry I knew would never do this. I could feel a tear fall down my cheek and I turn to walk away. The air smells odd and the blinking lights twinkle in the distant. I keep walking even when I hear his voice calling for me. " Wait! Come back! " He yells. I keep walking.
You may also like
Slide 1 of 10
Buses & Bunk Beds (Zarry) cover
Survive [Larry Stylinson] cover
✔️STRONG [L.S]  cover
Abhor cover
Hollow (Harry Styles) #Wattys2016 cover
Cold Indifference: a one direction fanfic cover
Stockholm Syndrome (Larry Stylinson) cover
Heads or Tails ? cover
The Rich Kid ➝ h.s ( Sequel to TBK) cover
Torn Between Reality - Zerrie (Completed) cover

Buses & Bunk Beds (Zarry)

76 parts Complete Mature

I glanced over at Harry. He was looking back at me and I could see his mouth moving in that slow, sexy way of his, but I couldn't focus on what he was saying. I was too busy enjoying how pink and puffy his lips looked, imagining how soft they would feel and how red I could make them if I just leaned in and kissed him. I scooted closer to him and caught the scent of his shampoo. He smelled so clean and I wanted to bury my head in his curls and breathe him in. His eyes seemed to darken as he gazed at me. He was so fucking beautiful that it was almost painful to look at him, like staring at the sun. Harry raised an eyebrow at me and licked his lips, and before I knew what I was doing I was leaning in to whisper in his ear. "I need you." *** Zayn finds himself drawn to one of his band mates after a game of Truth or Dare gets out of hand. The events of this drunken night lead Zayn and Harry to question everything that they thought they knew about themselves. Can love prevail when their attempts to navigate a relationship while living in the spotlight are thwarted by girlfriends, management, fans, and even the other members of One Direction? WARNING: Explicit sexuality. **1st place winner in the boyxboy category of the 2014 1D Watty Awards**