Zaylee | PAUSED
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Last published Mon, Aug 17, 2020
A year ago I committed a suicide attempt, and I can assure you that I did it not because I was selfish, I did it because I just wanted to end the suffering, a nightmare from which I could not wake up.
I'm Zaylee Schneider and this is my story.
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