Mungkinkah Jadi Kenyataan

"Penat kan, pura-pura okay? Tapi sebenarnya tak pun. Aku pun tak tahu apa yang kita buat sampai boleh ended up macamni."

"Padahal we tried."

"Yes, we tried our best. Yet it still seems impossible. But all I could say is, I know I'm weak. Too weak. But I'm glad that I knew you. Without you, I won't even know myself. "

"But, how?"

"Yes, I don't know myself. I don't know what's wrong with me. But you guided me, enlighten me, makes it clearer for me. Although it doesn't solve the problem, at least I know myself. Better than few years ago."

"Thank you."

"You're welcome and thank you too."

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Pada awalnya, masa hadapan kelihatan sungguh cerah. Namun kini semuanya berubah menjadi gelap gelita. Aku tak tahu mengapa aku seakan masih lagi tidak percaya.

Sebaik-baik kita, kan ada sisi gelap di setiapnya. Namun engkau telah hanyut bersama kegelapan itu ke tahap yang tak pernah terjangkakan.

Namun engkau tetap seorang pahlawan bagiku, meskipun kini kawarasanmu semakin tidak kelihatan.