good decisions or bad choices (Phan)
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Dan Howell and Phil Lester had gotten into a fight and haven't made contact for 2 years.
Phil moved out and decided he didn't need Dan anymore but everyone knew they couldn't live without each other.
After Phil left, Dan got really depressed and pushed everyone away. He never uploaded or Tweeted or left his house. He was a mess.
Phil acted like he was fine but most people could see right though his act. He was a mess just like Dan was.
But after 2 years of not speaking a word to each other when they run into each other in a shop will Dan forgive Phil for leaving him a mess or will he keep walking?
will it turn out that Phil will just hurt him again and be a bad choice or the best decision of his life?
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