Noah, my sunshine

'Once I had it all. I had a awesome job, an amazing house in Amsterdam and even more important: the most wonderful women. I was full of life. I had everything I wish. Till that moment, the most wonderful, excited and scary moment of my life. The birth of my girl.
Noah, my sunshine.
Always happy but I couldn't love her. I just couldn't, not yet.
Ronnie, my fiance, lost to much blood by the birth of Noah. You can say that Noah killed my soon to be wife, my life, my everything. I'd never anything or anyone that much as Ronnie. But I have to learn to let go. Let go of Ronnie. I have to accept that Ronnie isn't anymore and Noah has nothing to do with that.
I love Noah,
Yes I love Noah
A part of Ronnie grows in Noah for first. And second, she's my daughter and no one can take her away.'

Jack