Odd One Out

I'm a mistake
I wasn't made to fit in with people I maybe human,but why do I never feel the sense of belonging?
I feel like my family would be better off without me.
My life repeats over and over again as if I'm in a timetable,I keep doing the same things,eat,sleep,go on social media, school,I hate leaving the house anxiety cripples though me when walking past people I feel like I'm a object for everyone to judge.
My face isnt perfect for society I'm a joke to this human race my mind gets conflicted in what's wrong or right I've been messed around with so much that I've become immune to this pain.
Emptiness is all I have and the emptiness eats me taking away that social life I once had,this emptiness wrecked my life completely and this is going to be the first chapter of my story...