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If I Had to be Honest

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Parts 15
Time 57m

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angst betrayal blueexorcist depression drama drugabuse gangaffiliation rinokumura selfharmawareness warning yaoifanfic

Rin is constantly keeping secrets. He's always hiding how he feels about everything, but it isn't just that anymore. Now, he's behaving differently, and his covert sadness is beginning to show itself, it's taking its toll on him. It's time for him to start being honest now.

Disclaimer: I do not own this underrated, amazing television series that needs to be continued.

#9 in @blueexorcist (November 10-20, 2019)

#1 in @gangaffiliation (September 10-October 1, 2020) #2 (October 1, 2020)All Rights Reserved

angst betrayal blueexorcist depression drama drugabuse gangaffiliation rinokumura selfharmawareness warning yaoifanfic

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🗝 ━━ 𝓤𝓷𝓿𝓮𝓲𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓭𝓮𝓼𝓲𝓻𝓮𝓼 by Pumakiki

❝ my heart, oh it hurts...it hurts so so much..❞ or riki knew who he was, he knew that he wouldn't be accepted. not that he was wrong. ━ ✟ 𝖒𝖆𝖙𝖚𝖗𝖊 𝖋𝖋 !! ━ ★ranks so far : | number 1 - #kimsunoo !! - 31/3/24 | number 1 - #psychiatric !! - 31/3/24 | number 3 - #hallucinations !! - 31/3/24 ( this story is really toxic and has explicit scenes !! )

Suffering with Hanahaki by ink_quill_pen

Unhappy Ot3, as in Rin likes Amaimon who's got it bad for Mephisto who only likes Rin. Between this messy love triangle; Hanahaki rears its ugly head and makes everything ten times worse. How does Mephisto win his love? How does Rin finally get the praise he deserves? and where does Amaimon fit in? Read to find out! Also, I want to give special thanks to the Ao No Exorcist open-ship discord! They are a wonderful and amazingly supportive group of individuals and I couldn't be more thankful to have them for inspiring me and giving me motivation when I need it the most.

"Almost an Exwire" || Yukio Okumura x Reader by Gaal_RH

[Post-anime first season] The Blue Night events had an effect in the lifes of basically everyone, and so you joined the Exorcist student program. Here is the story of your first mission and how it helped you improve your relationship with the Exwires and the young moled exorcist. The cover is an edit of mine, I didn't do the original art, I found it in Zerochan...I need to adjust it to the cover space anyway... I don't own neither the Ao no Exorcist universe, nor you, the only thing I can claim mine is the plot. Gender Neutral!Reader so that way everyone can get some love from our exorcist guy.

A Demons Story {Blue Exorcist} by carna-ships

Siblings fight all the time, don't they? One night during a heated argument, Yukio's words struck too deep. He didn't realize that by watching his brother walk out the bedroom door, he sentenced his brother to a life time in pain. On the night Rin left he stumbled his way into Ghenna itself. There he discovered that he enjoys training in Hell instead of becoming the hero people tell him he should be. To him, there is no point in being the good guy if no one really wants him to be.

Letters by Icey5105

Dear Yukio, There are things you cannot know. Things that will put you in danger if I tell you. I know you're angry, and I know there's nothing I can do to fix that. I know we're not on speaking terms, and you probably won't read this letter. I do have to wonder if this separation is killing you the same way it's killing me. Your big brother, Rin Okumura What if Yukio never knew about exorcists?

I Promise (Rin Okumura x Reader) by Noriko_Azami

What happens when you and Rin need to take care of a demon together? This story takes place in the Blue Exorcist Movie. *Will be rewritten*

Middle Finger by AngelsInTophats

Rin doesn't care. He hasn't been able to since he was six. He knew he was emotionally detached from the start, even before Shiro had taken him to a psychologist to be officially diagnosed with severe Emotional Detachment due to trauma. He also never thought he'd have friends, but here he was, killing demons side-by-side with the only people on the planet that cared about Rin Okumura. "Huh. I guess even someone like me can have friends. That's unexpected."

Satans Son by somerandomemo707

ᵃ ʳⁱⁿ ᵒᵏᵘᵐᵘᵃʳᵃ ˣ ʳᵉᵃᵈᵉʳ - 𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐝 - "𝙸'𝚖 𝚁𝚒𝚗!" 𝙷𝚎 𝚜𝚊𝚒𝚍 𝚜𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊 𝚝𝚘𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚢 𝚐𝚛𝚒𝚗, 𝙸 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍𝚗'𝚝 𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚙 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚜𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚎 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔. ➪ (Y/n), a girl who lost everyone and everything close to her. Well, except her familiar. No home, no family, no friends, and a whole new dimension. Everything was new to her and scary. Lost, she didn't know what to do but hide. One thing she had clear though, get into true cross academy as her mother instructed and get 𝑟𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛𝑔𝑒. What happens when people find out her secret? What happens when she meets Rin and Yukio and discovers who they are? Read to find out! ~Rewards~ #1 blueexorcist - 2 April 2024 ⁂ ᴄᴏᴠᴇʀ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ʙʏ ᴍᴇ. ⁂ ⚠︎ ᴅɪsᴄʟᴀɪᴍᴇʀ: ɪ ᴅᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ᴏᴡɴ ʙʟᴜᴇ ᴇxᴏʀᴄɪsᴛ ᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀs. ⚠︎

Golddust by freyaleafvelen

Love is like an ounce of gold, hard to get and hard to hold Written in ink, sealed with a kiss. If you love me, you'll answer this. Amaimon takes an interest in Rin. Is it possible to love a demon. City of love. Icecream City State of wishes. Lemonade State 19 hugs & 11 kisses. Pardon me honey I forgot the date Written an ink sealed by a kiss. If you love me. I'll answer this. I love you, honey, so please be true. Can't you tell by the things I do. Of all the boys I've ever met. You're the one I'll never forget. Your heart is like an ounce of gold, hard to get and hard to hold. if I get to heaven and you're not there. I'll write your name on a golden stair. I love you, honey. I think you're grand let's go to the creek hand in hand but if you smile while reading this you owe me a great big kiss

✦ I saw my true story ✦ by PsychoHalo

(many trigger warnings) After Rin had chose to kill himself from Mephisto's suggestions he was sent to Gehenna and spent 3 years there grieving and watching the demons of Gehenna flourish. He was presented something from his fathers mage. A misty mirror that showed his story in another life. a story where he chose to become an exorcist and live a life with his brother and new friends. Rin realizes he really does have a place in Assiah. He once mid night he grabs his important things and run to the mages test room, shattering the mirror and taking a shard with him. What will Rin do? Find out in "I saw my true story" <3 Started: 1/17/2023 Finished: 4/13/2023

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Suffering with Hanahaki cover

"Almost an Exwire" || Yukio Okumura x Reader cover

A Demons Story {Blue Exorcist} cover

I Promise (Rin Okumura x Reader) cover

Middle Finger cover

Satans Son cover

✦ I saw my true story ✦ cover

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❝ my heart, oh it hurts...it hurts so so much..❞ or riki knew who he was, he knew that he wouldn't be accepted. not that he was wrong. ━ ✟ 𝖒𝖆𝖙𝖚𝖗𝖊 𝖋𝖋 !! ━ ★ranks so far : | number 1 - #kimsunoo !! - 31/3/24 | number 1 - #psychiatric !! - 31/3/24 | number 3 - #hallucinations !! - 31/3/24 ( this story is really toxic and has explicit scenes !! )