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If I Had to be Honest

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Parts 15
Time 57m

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angst betrayal blueexorcist depression drama drugabuse gangaffiliation rinokumura selfharmawareness warning yaoifanfic

Rin is constantly keeping secrets. He's always hiding how he feels about everything, but it isn't just that anymore. Now, he's behaving differently, and his covert sadness is beginning to show itself, it's taking its toll on him. It's time for him to start being honest now.

Disclaimer: I do not own this underrated, amazing television series that needs to be continued.

#9 in @blueexorcist (November 10-20, 2019)

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Golddust by freyaleafvelen

Love is like an ounce of gold, hard to get and hard to hold Written in ink, sealed with a kiss. If you love me, you'll answer this. Amaimon takes an interest in Rin. Is it possible to love a demon. City of love. Icecream City State of wishes. Lemonade State 19 hugs & 11 kisses. Pardon me honey I forgot the date Written an ink sealed by a kiss. If you love me. I'll answer this. I love you, honey, so please be true. Can't you tell by the things I do. Of all the boys I've ever met. You're the one I'll never forget. Your heart is like an ounce of gold, hard to get and hard to hold. if I get to heaven and you're not there. I'll write your name on a golden stair. I love you, honey. I think you're grand let's go to the creek hand in hand but if you smile while reading this you owe me a great big kiss

The Fallen Ones RinxReader YukioxReader Blue Exorcist by lennonc1993

Note-* I can never remember how old everyone is. So all characters have been aged up. Except for Shura who has been aged down a bit. " Warning Lemons Mature. You were raised to be an excorcist. Unfortunately no one made you aware that you are the daughter of Satan's previous loyal servant. You are close with Rin and Yukio but Yukio took your heart. Rin was devesated but he felt that his brother deserved you more than he did. When Satan came for Rin. You and your father tried to protect Rin and Shiro. It ended in tragedy. Your demon powers awaken through trauma. Turns out Yukio knew what you were all along. Feeling betrayed by Yukio. Terrified that your not human. Rin comes to your aide. He placed his warm hand on yours. As you stare into his beautiful blue eyes you feel like this is where your suppose to be. Rinxreader Yukioxreader.

Horrible Acts | ✔️ | Blue Exorcist by 19FandomTrash98

80,030 words: Rin experienced some horrible things when he was younger, and keeps the secret for over nine years. Yukio knows something is wrong, but no matter what he does, he can't get his brother to tell him. When the twins and the cram school are sent on a mission that requires them to stay at the monestary, will everything come out?

Satans Son by somerandomemo707

ᵃ ʳⁱⁿ ᵒᵏᵘᵐᵘᵃʳᵃ ˣ ʳᵉᵃᵈᵉʳ - 𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐝 - "𝙸'𝚖 𝚁𝚒𝚗!" 𝙷𝚎 𝚜𝚊𝚒𝚍 𝚜𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊 𝚝𝚘𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚢 𝚐𝚛𝚒𝚗, 𝙸 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍𝚗'𝚝 𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚙 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚜𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚎 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔. ➪ (Y/n), a girl who lost everyone and everything close to her. Well, except her familiar. No home, no family, no friends, and a whole new dimension. Everything was new to her and scary. Lost, she didn't know what to do but hide. One thing she had clear though, get into true cross academy as her mother instructed and get 𝑟𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛𝑔𝑒. What happens when people find out her secret? What happens when she meets Rin and Yukio and discovers who they are? Read to find out! ~Rewards~ #1 blueexorcist - 2 April 2024 ⁂ ᴄᴏᴠᴇʀ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ʙʏ ᴍᴇ. ⁂ ⚠︎ ᴅɪsᴄʟᴀɪᴍᴇʀ: ɪ ᴅᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ᴏᴡɴ ʙʟᴜᴇ ᴇxᴏʀᴄɪsᴛ ᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀs. ⚠︎

✦ I saw my true story ✦ by PsychoHalo

(many trigger warnings) After Rin had chose to kill himself from Mephisto's suggestions he was sent to Gehenna and spent 3 years there grieving and watching the demons of Gehenna flourish. He was presented something from his fathers mage. A misty mirror that showed his story in another life. a story where he chose to become an exorcist and live a life with his brother and new friends. Rin realizes he really does have a place in Assiah. He once mid night he grabs his important things and run to the mages test room, shattering the mirror and taking a shard with him. What will Rin do? Find out in "I saw my true story" <3 Started: 1/17/2023 Finished: 4/13/2023

"Almost an Exwire" || Yukio Okumura x Reader by Gaal_RH

[Post-anime first season] The Blue Night events had an effect in the lifes of basically everyone, and so you joined the Exorcist student program. Here is the story of your first mission and how it helped you improve your relationship with the Exwires and the young moled exorcist. The cover is an edit of mine, I didn't do the original art, I found it in Zerochan...I need to adjust it to the cover space anyway... I don't own neither the Ao no Exorcist universe, nor you, the only thing I can claim mine is the plot. Gender Neutral!Reader so that way everyone can get some love from our exorcist guy.

"It" Can't Be Helped (Original) | ✔️ | Blue Exorcist by 19FandomTrash98

(First Rendition) 41,653 words: Rin is neither human nor demon, he fits in nowhere. His so called "friends" make that known often, and his own brother has turned his back on him. With no one to talk to, Rin turns to self destructive behaviors in order to get through everyday life. However, will a routine mission make it all crumble apart?

Rin x Demon Reader by PrincessGalaxy8

All your life you thought you were born into the wrong family with a demon mother and a human father you never met. Abused and beat...Soon you couldn't handle it...so you ran away.You wanted to become a exorcist to kill every demon. To prove you were stronger. But did you know you would become softer. And did you know that you would fall in love with one. With more then one problems waiting ahead for you. PS I do not own any of the characters or pictures they all belong to the original owners

"It" Can't Be Helped (Revised) | ✔️ | Blue Exorcist by 19FandomTrash98

(Revised Story) Rin is neither human nor demon, he fits in nowhere. His so called "friends" make that known often, and his own brother has turned his back on him. With no one to talk to, Rin turns to self destructive behaviors in order to get through everyday life. However, will a routine mission make it all crumble apart?

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❝ my heart, oh it hurts...it hurts so so much..❞ or riki knew who he was, he knew that he wouldn't be accepted. not that he was wrong. ━ ✟ 𝖒𝖆𝖙𝖚𝖗𝖊 𝖋𝖋 !! ━ ★ranks so far : | number 1 - #kimsunoo !! - 31/3/24 | number 1 - #psychiatric !! - 31/3/24 | number 3 - #hallucinations !! - 31/3/24 ( this story is really toxic and has explicit scenes !! )

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Love is like an ounce of gold, hard to get and hard to hold Written in ink, sealed with a kiss. If you love me, you'll answer this. Amaimon takes an interest in Rin. Is it possible to love a demon. City of love. Icecream City State of wishes. Lemonade State 19 hugs & 11 kisses. Pardon me honey I forgot the date Written an ink sealed by a kiss. If you love me. I'll answer this. I love you, honey, so please be true. Can't you tell by the things I do. Of all the boys I've ever met. You're the one I'll never forget. Your heart is like an ounce of gold, hard to get and hard to hold. if I get to heaven and you're not there. I'll write your name on a golden stair. I love you, honey. I think you're grand let's go to the creek hand in hand but if you smile while reading this you owe me a great big kiss