SITTING ON THE BORDER

After i realized i suffered form Borderline Personality Disorder, i wasn't scared. I was relieved because the cause of all this psychological and emotional turmoil had been discovered. Most people didn't even know what it was about but armed with the information i had, i was better equipped to manage the situation and that meant that i could win the battle against my mind that was stuck on replay of all the painful memories from the past. But now I get to tell my story. i get to explain how it feels and the most important thing is that, I get to do it on my own terms and at my own pace because I believe someone might be in that space and would need this. It's not easy. No one said it would be but we can't continue living in hell on earth. Christ didn't die for that"