Hate me

My face bundled up, I could feel the wrinkles between my brows forming. Why would he do such a menacing act that he knew would destroy me. I had given him everything I had. My head turned as the door opened.
"Alaska." My eyes burned.I didn't speak, I couldn't I was hurt, he easily replaced my spot in his bed. "Look at me Alaska." I didn't budge until he made my by grabbing my shoulder and gently turning me to face his murky eyes. "How could you?" My voice burned my throat like the worlds strong acid. "You slept with another Atlas." He watched me as tears dropped down. I sniffled and angrily swiped my face. "Go on tell me how you hate me." His tone was louder than expected, ice cold and eerily calm at the same time. I smiled at him and furrowed my brows farther "no, you don't deserve that from me." This time his eyes dropped their squint and they grew to a dark brown instead of their green I grew to love. "What do you mean?" I grabbed my shoes and headed for the door leaving him standing at the foot of the guest bed "exactly what I said atlas." I opened the door and looked at him "good bye Atlas, I wish you peace and happiness." I watched his face contort into a unknown mask I hadn't seen before. Softly closing the door I seen the dark brunette with bright green eyes and snow like skin wrapped in the sheets I had just put in his bed, her hair was a mess and her neck was riddled in purple hickeys. I smiled at her and she wiped her face and bowed her head in shame. I walked down the steps to the door and slipped my shoes on and left my entire world behind the second I locked the door and set the key on the mat. He could keep the memories, my clothes, my lotions and perfumes and he could have her. The girl he said he'd never touch the girl he told me to never worry about, the one who had caused our first argument. I felt the wind slip passed my thin shirt stirring up chill bumps on my arms and chest making my heart ache even deeper. Our goodbye would be forever.