This is a real life Jamaican story about a female that goes through so much in her life continuously, death was the only goal she wanted to achieve at one point in time. she craves for love, comfort and peace but was so far out of reach for her..... she wanted everything happy and merry, she wanted long lasting laughter. At a tender age only thing she could fall into was depression instead of love. her heart ache for so much more...... her razor and her makeup was her solution. She would do her face so beautifully to hide every flaws and scars, but it didn't help for long. She had to keep living even if she don't want to, her son is looking towards her for life, she is the only one he has. She looked into his eyes looking so innocent and break down everytime. She knew she have a purpose but it was so far out of sight. Her son needs her more than she needs her own self.... Her life was always full of pain. She was so tired she wanted a break so bad. She wanted to lay in that box while her family mourns because only that time she will be at peace she thought. She was dragged right from her thoughts when her son ran into the room crying... " mommy!!! mommy!!!" She came to reality then, she dropped the blade and the tears kept on flowing... I promise life will be changed from this book, I was charged with this purpose to let my voice out and write. Someone is on the other end waiting for me to read my life story and be changed. plz enjoy☺️😘😘