The broken and the torn
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  • Reads 868
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  • Parts 18
  • Time 2h 14m
Ongoing, First published Nov 01, 2019
This is a real life Jamaican story about a female that goes through so much in her life continuously, death was the only goal she wanted to achieve at one point in time. she craves for love, comfort and peace but was so far out of reach for her..... she wanted everything happy and merry, she wanted long lasting laughter. At a tender age only thing she could fall into was depression instead of love. her heart ache for so much more...... her razor and her makeup was her solution. She would do her face so beautifully to hide every flaws and scars, but it didn't help for long. She had to keep living even if she don't want to, her son is looking towards her for life, she is the only one he has. She looked into his eyes looking so innocent and break down everytime. She knew she have a purpose but it was so far out of sight. Her son needs her more than she needs her own self.... Her life was always full of pain. She was so tired she wanted a break so bad. She wanted to lay in that box while her family mourns because only that time she will be at peace she thought. She was dragged right from her thoughts when her son ran into the room crying...
" mommy!!! mommy!!!" 
She came to reality then, she dropped the blade and the tears kept on flowing...



I promise life will be changed from this book, I was charged with this purpose to let my voice out and write. Someone is on the other end waiting for me to read my life story and be changed. plz enjoy☺️😘😘
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LOVING FIERCELY

25 parts Complete Mature

Felicia Simmons is a woman that just wants her freedom. After her divorce with a real estate mogul, she sets out to raise her teenage son and find the life she wants. A little business trip unravels a new romance with a young police officer. Love wasn't all that was involved when the police officer begins to threaten her. "Ashton, i had a pleasant time with you ,believe me. I'm not at the age were a little time means forever...I want to find a reasonable man who would be a father to my son and help me grow into something greater than -" she choked down the tears. Avoiding his eyes, she clenched her bag for some support. Ashton stood still. "Are you okay?" "How can you ask me that Fel...I thought ......i thought i meant more to you....I thought you enjoyed my presence". "Ashton...you won't understand right now. You are freaking twenty-five....l'm a fourty- seven years old mother with a kid to raise, to fend for. I have to help my son find his future. I can't handle another kid alright". Her anger flared with worry. She was worried and scared of her future. She never thought that a little fun to pass time would end up a huge problem for her. He was in his twenties, had a sustainable job. Tanney would be turning eighteen soon, he had to go off to college, she didn't want to get distracted. All she wants right now is a family, with a man her son could look up to except from his father. What would this little fun lead to? Whose blood would pay the price? Would death be the last result? This book was inspired by a real life event. All the names and region is a work of fiction (including some twists in the plot). Please do not copy any of this content. May contain some disturbing contents Also this book has not gone through a thorough edit so please bear with me at any sight of mistake (Mispelling, grammar errors etc). UNEDITED.