"If you know that I love you, then you'll die..." "i can't keep going with your mind game!" "at one time he cares for me so much.... but in the other time, he sees me as if he facing his big enemy..maybe worse. he feels disgust as if I'm a dirty scumbag..." "it is better if you think that I play you.... hate me to the core! than I have to see you suffer and get hurt because you love me...! YiZhan's story.