~Fix Me, I'm not Broken~
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*!!!WARNING: TRIGGERING CONTENT: CUTTING, INSOMNIA, PURGING, DEPRESSION, PTSD, ANOREXIA, RAPE, AND MORE!!!*
~Don't read if triggered easily~
Harley Chevelle was scared, she was scared of herself. She was a model, with a beautiful body, a pretty face, and the biggest puppy dog brown eyes that anyone could imagine. She may have been beautiful, but just because she was beautiful doesn't mean that she didn't have a horrible, abusive past. Just because she was beautiful, doesn't mean she didn't have Severe Depression, Anorexia, Insomnia, and PTSD.
Cole Drain was emotionless. He wasn't scared, he was the opposite of scared. He never cried, he hasn't cried since he was young. He laughed, he smiled, but inside he felt nothing but anger. Anger was the only emotion he felt, the only one he could feel. He was a man who just didn't care.
Because Harley came from a bad past, she can't love.
Because Cole is emotionless, he can't love.
... Or can they?
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