~Fix Me, I'm not Broken~
Hereformygirl
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  • Mga Boto 1
  • Mga Parte 2
  • Oras 11m
Hereformygirl
Ongoing, Unang na-publish Nov 02, 2019
Mature
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*!!!WARNING: TRIGGERING CONTENT: CUTTING, INSOMNIA, PURGING, DEPRESSION, PTSD, ANOREXIA, RAPE, AND MORE!!!*
~Don't read if triggered easily~

Harley Chevelle was scared, she was scared of herself. She was a model, with a beautiful body, a pretty face, and the biggest puppy dog brown eyes that anyone could imagine. She may have been beautiful, but just because she was beautiful doesn't mean that she didn't have a horrible, abusive past. Just because she was beautiful, doesn't mean she didn't have Severe Depression, Anorexia, Insomnia, and PTSD.

Cole Drain was emotionless. He wasn't scared, he was the opposite of scared. He never cried, he hasn't cried since he was young. He laughed, he smiled, but inside he felt nothing but anger. Anger was the only emotion he felt, the only one he could feel. He was a man who just didn't care.

Because Harley came from a bad past, she can't love.
Because Cole is emotionless, he can't love.

... Or can they?
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Is This My Life?(Completed)

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16 year old Harley Jenson has never had an easy life. With an alcoholic, drug addicted, abusive father; a mother who couldn't be bothered to pay attention because she was always too focused on Harley's 5 year old twin brother and sister; no friends, no one to confide in, no one to trust. For the sake of her mother and siblings, Harley has always been at the receiving end of her father's.... Outbursts. Never talking unless she was forced to, so that she didn't accidentally let anything slip out. Hiding her body under long sleeved shirts, jackets, long pants, and concealer, so no one could see the evidence. Pushing people away, so they wouldn't get close, so they wouldn't get hurt. These are her defences. Not only for herself, but for everyone. However, after one night of her father inviting his friends over to have a 'sleepover' with Harley, as he'd arranged dozens, if not hundreds of times before, something happens that Harley had never even thought to fear. Now, her defences will gradually become less and less efficient. What will she do when the clothes and makeup can no longer hide the evidence? What about when people start trying to force their way in, despite her pushing them back? And how about when she gets forced to talk? All her years of carefully hiding herself in the background, staying in the shadows so no one would give her a second glance, are all being threatened. What can she do? ~~~~~~WARNING: This story contains strong language, drug use, sexual and physical abuse, and topics/situations that may be triggers for some people.~~~~~~ © Copyright 2014 All rights reserved

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