Poisonous Thoughts
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Ivory Pond wears a mask that hides a decaying boy from the world. He puts on a smile for his friends, but is scared to sleep at night. He is terrified of saying the wrong thing, so he doesn't speak his mind. He is tired of everything and everyone. He is tired of his mind.
All he wants is for someone to save him, but when someone comes will Ivory be able to let his walls down?
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