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【Ｂｅａｕｔｉｆｕｌ　Ｄａｒｋｎｅｓｓ】(sick Deku AU)

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Izuku Midoriya was a normal kid, for the most part, he had a normal family, normal friends, just a normal life attending his dream school. That was until he started experiencing psychotic-like symptoms and overall stopped being himself.  Doctors thought it was schizophrenia or bipolar disorder, but his former childhood friend and bully along with his mother knew deep down that, that was not the case.

I read Susannah Cahalan's article on her disease recently and it made me cry so I figured I could possibly make it into a fanfiction. 
(slight katsudeku idk) - based off of a real disease, anti-NMDA receptor encephalitis.All Rights Reserved

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Chapter one: Bug Bite
Sat, Nov 2, 2019

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Chapter one: Bug Bite
Sat, Nov 2, 2019

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