For so long now, in more than one area of my existence, the resist has been stronger than the struggle, and it's just time to do some serious, deep soul searching. It's past time to figure out why I just don't choose the latter. Too many reasons to stay away from certain people, situations, and everything that hinders me from being the best part of myself that I'm supposed to be. Can't blame no one else, for the shit that ensues in my world but I can acknowledge the shit and boss up.