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Underwater (kiribaku/bakushima)

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Reads 379,703
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Parts 85
Time 7h 4m

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Kirishima POV:
I  always feel like I am drowning. In everything.

Holding my breath when things get rough, living in isolation, the muffled voice of those on the surface.

But there's a different side to this.
It's peaceful in the bottom of the ocean. No one can hurt me down here. It hurts, holding my breath and being so alone.... but if I dare to peak over the surface then people will see me, I'll be vulnerable, no one will like what they find.

So I'll stay. And I'll drown myself here, forever.



Trigger warning ⚠️ 
Depression 
Anxiety 
Attempted suicide 
Swearing
Abuse
Bullying 
Self harm 
This story is very triggering. Please do not read if uncomfortable


Again this is my first fanfic but I'm gunna try my best!

Characters belong to Horikoshi kohei.All Rights Reserved

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𝐒𝐮𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐞[Kiribaku/Bakushima] by iheartkiri

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Someone I Used to Know (Vigilante Deku) (Discontinued) by -_bumblebee_-

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[COMPLETED] This is my first story and it's a oneshot book. About Bakugou X Kirishima!! Bakugou is top! Anyways.. I'm not sure where I'll be going with this BUT I will put some warnings here! WARNINGS: -Maybe self-harm -Degrading -Sexual Topics (only kissing) -For sure, angst And others I most likely forgot, but I'll be sure to warn you in any of the chapters just in case. ALSO. MHA/BNHA IS NOT MY ORIGINAL IDEA. IT GOES TO THE RIGHTFUL OWNER. AND THE ART ALSO DOES NOT TO ME AND CREDIT GOES TO THE RIGHTFUL OWNER!! I am also a multi-shipper and there will be other ships in here, be aware of that! Anyways, I hope you enjoy. If you don't, oh well. I'm not exactly writing for you, I'm writing because I enjoy doing so. I don't do things to please people. Also this contains fluff and no smut. I decided to stop working on this so you only get this. I only watched all 4 seasons of the anime so far but I'm trying to read the manga so I'm sorry if I say something that actually happened or there's some kind of reference. I do know a few other things that have happened in the manga though.. Thanks for over 2,000+ reads!!! But anyways, that's it. Read or not. Up to you.

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