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When did he decide to die? When did it all go wrong? When was the moment when we could have saved him?

The fight for life is the toughest battle of all, but what if it wasn't a fight at all? What if he just let himself die?

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Elijah's friends struggle through the memories of their life together to try and piece together the reasons for his suicide. 

The things they discover are not what they expect and Elijah has many more secrets than they had ever imagined.All Rights Reserved

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