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I'll Find My Way (ON HOLD)

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Reads 28
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Parts 2
Time 7m

adventure drama findingyourself fostercare highschool runaway teenager tough

Jamie Emerson a 17 year old girl has been in and out of foster care since she was 8. 
When she finds out her mother has overdosed she doesn't know what to do.
She's just a lost girl who just needs a little guidance.

Follow Jaime's journey on how she deals with her mother's sudden death and who she meets along the way.

Yeah I'm sure this description sucks but I'm trying, this is my first book😬

So I have decided to not publish anymore until I'm completely done with the book. I don't want this book to feel like its a job and I have to do it cause I do just on my own time. If you would like you could follow me and I'm pretty sure you would later get a notification about the book. 

Thank You,

Allyson J <3All Rights Reserved

adventure drama findingyourself fostercare highschool runaway teenager tough

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