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16 year old Ryder has a bad life at home and school, but she doesn't let it get to her because she's caught up with drugs when she feels down. When her old friend that she barely talks to since 7th grade wants to catch up and help. but will she let him knowing that she knows she can't be helped or saved from what she got herself into?

a/n sorry I'm bad at descriptions and this is my first story I'm publishing to wattpad and I probably won't update it often unless it gets really popular or if you really love itAll Rights Reserved

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