The Diary full of Sadness
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Last published Tue, Nov 26, 2019
Please Love Me
Beacuse
No one loves me
Dear Diary,
Today I go to school. No one greets me. No one cares about me. All day, I just sit on my chair and do nothing. I just wanna go home and Cry. I am Fucking Lonely now. I wanna Die now. Shit! I'm going now! I hope Me and my.... Ex-best friends be a group again. I need to go now. My moms gonna kick my ass if I don't drop this fucking notebook. See ya :(
Truly Yours,
Gabby Evans
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𝐖𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐩𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐟 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞, 𝐚 𝐔𝐧𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐊𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐓𝐚𝐞𝐡𝐲𝐮𝐧 𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚 𝐧𝐞𝐰𝐥𝐲 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐟𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐅𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐜𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐬 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐚𝐬 𝐂𝐡𝐨𝐢 𝐁𝐞𝐨𝐦𝐠𝐲𝐮 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐨𝐠𝐚𝐧𝐭. 𝐃𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐭. 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐓𝐚𝐞𝐡𝐲𝐮𝐧 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜 𝐚𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐞𝐬. 𝐒𝐨 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐲 𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐩𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐨 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐂𝐡𝐨𝐢 𝐁𝐞𝐨𝐦𝐠𝐲𝐮? 𝘋𝘪𝘴𝘤𝘭𝘢𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘳: 𝘕𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘺 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘪𝘥𝘰𝘭. 𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘪𝘮𝘢𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘰𝘧 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘈𝘶𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘳.Complete![✓ Petrichor Feelings [Taegyu]](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/356063978-256-k790582.jpg)
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𝐖𝐡𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐊𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐓𝐚𝐞𝐡𝐲𝐮𝐧 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐮𝐝𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐚 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐧𝐞𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐨 𝐧𝐞𝐜𝐤 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐚 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐟𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐂𝐡𝐨𝐢 𝐁𝐞𝐨𝐦𝐠𝐲𝐮? 𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐝𝐮𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐟𝐮𝐞𝐥𝐬 𝐮𝐩 𝐚 𝐛𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫. 𝐃𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐦𝐛𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬, 𝐓𝐚𝐞𝐡𝐲𝐮𝐧 𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐛𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐜𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐜 𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐮𝐞𝐬. 𝐀𝐬 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐟𝐥𝐞𝐰 𝐛𝐲, 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐮𝐧𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐫 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐟𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐬 𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐝. 𝐉𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐰𝐨 𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐚𝐥𝐬 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭? 𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲? 𝘋𝘪𝘴𝘤𝘭𝘢𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘳: 𝘕𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘺 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘪𝘥𝘰𝘭.Complete
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