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angst bakudeku bnha boyxboy deku dekubaku dekuxkacchan depresseddeku depressedizuku firststory gayfiction gaylove izuku izukumidoriya kacchan katsudeku katsuki myheroacademia sad sucidial texttospeech yaoi yaoifanfic

(This is my first story ever..so, sorry if it's bad..)

Izuku 'Deku' Midoriya has always looked up to his childhood friend, Katsuki 'Kacchan' Bakugo. He has aspired to be him in so many ways but this caused unwanted feelings. The fact he could never be better than him. These only got worse after Bakugo started bullying him, soon developing into a serious matter..
||This is a Bakudeku story|Warning: Mentions of self-harm, Suicide, and just other sensitive topics||
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Best ranking(s) so far: 

#1 In Depresseddeku (12/8/19)
#19 in DepressedIzuku
#5 in suicidal
#2 in DekuxKacchan 
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/Two-person collaboration story. I wrote the Izuku parts and she wrote the Katsuki parts but we read over them together. Tank you for helping me, and sorry I didn't put this earlier •3•\
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Hehe, This has many typos I didn't notice before and I'm too lazy to edit it now. I mean some sentences are still readable tho so like 💅All Rights Reserved

angst bakudeku bnha boyxboy deku dekubaku dekuxkacchan depresseddeku depressedizuku firststory gayfiction gaylove izuku izukumidoriya kacchan katsudeku katsuki myheroacademia sad sucidial texttospeech yaoi yaoifanfic

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