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|Love or hate?| Depressed Deku AU?|

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angst bakudeku bnha boyxboy deku dekubaku dekuxkacchan depresseddeku depressedizuku firststory gayfiction gaylove izuku izukumidoriya kacchan katsudeku katsuki myheroacademia sad sucidial texttospeech yaoi yaoifanfic

(This is my first story ever..so, sorry if it's bad..)

Izuku 'Deku' Midoriya has always looked up to his childhood friend, Katsuki 'Kacchan' Bakugo. He has aspired to be him in so many ways but this caused unwanted feelings. The fact he could never be better than him. These only got worse after Bakugo started bullying him, soon developing into a serious matter..
||This is a Bakudeku story|Warning: Mentions of self-harm, Suicide, and just other sensitive topics||
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Best ranking(s) so far: 

#1 In Depresseddeku (12/8/19)
#19 in DepressedIzuku
#5 in suicidal
#2 in DekuxKacchan 
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/Two-person collaboration story. I wrote the Izuku parts and she wrote the Katsuki parts but we read over them together. Tank you for helping me, and sorry I didn't put this earlier •3•\
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Hehe, This has many typos I didn't notice before and I'm too lazy to edit it now. I mean some sentences are still readable tho so like 💅All Rights Reserved

angst bakudeku bnha boyxboy deku dekubaku dekuxkacchan depresseddeku depressedizuku firststory gayfiction gaylove izuku izukumidoriya kacchan katsudeku katsuki myheroacademia sad sucidial texttospeech yaoi yaoifanfic

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$Guess Who //Villain Deku AU\\ by Takyio$

After realizing that Izuku couldn't be a hero he still never gave up. Not until he was told he couldn't be one from his all time favorite hero, All might. Deku had no reason to live anymore, he hated his life. He was even told to commit suicide by his childhood friend that he was madly in love with. His crush hated him. He was also going to UA, one of the top schools out there. His crush was going to leave him for a stupid school, His Kacchan was breaking up with him. ⚠🚨 I should probably make this clear before y'all ready ⚠🚨 This fan fiction may talk about heavy stuff such as: *suicide *sexual harassment (I mean serious!) *angst *smut *gore *extremely heavy language * and some homophobic (really just one line) Please, if anything makes you uncomfortable that is listed above read with caution! Please be safe children ⚠🚨 KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS IS A WORK OF FICTION!! This is my interpretation of how I believe this AU of mha would be. Bc of this I do not support the actions of some twisted characters! Again, this is a interpretation of how I think villian deku who like hero Bakugo would end up as!

Their Story | Todobaku by minxna

Everybody likes him. Katsuki likes him too. He never denied that. He just never showed it because he knew that Todoroki would never ever want him. Nobody would want him. But he was always so confused whenever katsuki was around and his brain just stopped working and he would only look at the pretty boys face or his perfect body. He was successfully hiding his feelings for 1 year now. - - - Hey guys This is my first story and I'm still learning English so please don't judge me. I'm open for constructive criticism or info's about grammatical mistakes. Yeah and I just really like todobaku right now so yeah. There is gonna be some depressing and triggering themes and I changed their story's and some other stuff a bit just so you have been warned ♡

Someone I Used to Know (Being Rewritten) by -_bumblebee_-

This story is currently being rewritten. You can find the new version on my account :) Deku left katsuki at a young age, leaving him depressed. Now older, he drifted away from everyone and started getting into fights. He hopes to, one day, find Deku again. Deku was forced to leave his best friend when he was younger. Now older and practically unstoppable, Deku is a vigilante. He's chased by police and heroes, and doesn't have much money to take care of himself. He doesn't feel like he can live anymore without Bakugou, all he wants is to die. contains: ~self harm~ ~depression/depressing thoughts~ ~suicidal thoughts/actions~ ~bakudeku~ ~kind of slow burn~ ~swearing~ ~bakugou singing~ ~mostly bakugou pov~ -if you don't like any of this, then don't read (how hard is that?) -Izuku's powers are based off of spiderman -I don't own my hero academia or any of the characters.

Depression || Dadzawa || BakuDeku || Bakugo x Midoriya || Depressed Deku by trizbo

⚠️Includes⚠️: Depression, selfharming, boyxboy, suicide attempt, ed (sort of), panic attacks Disclaimer: None of the photos I used belong to me in any way. I found them on Instagram without any credits. I do not own any of the characters mentioned in this book. ____________________________________ "Good. Now I want to ask you. Can you please roll up your sleeves for a second?" I widened my eyes. "Wha- what?" Did I just hear that right? Wh- ____________________________________ Deku has high functioning depression but no one knows it until one day Mr. Aizawa caught him selfharming in school and Bakugou notices how weird his childhood friend and crush is acting. Suddenly Deku's mother disappeared without a trace and no one seems to know where she could be. Not even Bakugou's mother knows where she was and decided to let Deku live with them until they could find Deku's mom. When Deku saw how much Bakugou cares about him, he started to fall in love with him but his depression kept destroying his life. His thoughts got worse and darkened from day to day until he wasn't able to keep himself alive any minute longer. Will he survive? ____________________________________ PLEASE REMEMBER THAT THIS IS A FANFIC AND THAT I'M NOT COMPLETELY TAGGING ALONG WITH THE ORIGINAL STORY SO SHUT UP IF I'M NOT WRITING THINGS THAT ALSO OCCUR THE SAME WAY IN THE ACTUAL ANIME This story contains spelling mistakes and stuff but sometimes I'm too blind to see them, I'm sorry 🏃🏼 Happy ending ____________________________________ 2🏅 bakudeku; Feb. 8th 2021 2🏅 dadzawa; Feb. 8th 2021 13🏅 sad: Feb. 26th 2021 1🏅 imfine: Mar. 25th 2021 1🏅 depression: Apr. 14th 2021

$Not Okay (Depressed Deku x Bakugou) {!Under Editing!} by Not_Totally_Alive$

A story about Izuku's problems with his mother's death and his abusive father. Deku slowly opens up after hiding his emotion from his classmates and teachers. And soon regrow a relationship with Bakugo to be more than friends. ⚠️Warning ⚠️ Lord this is cringe but I won't take it down for the sad deppressed lovelies. This story does contain mature and triggering subjects. -Rape -Abuse -Self-harm -Eating disorders -Blood -Sexual content -Suicide -Depression -Anxiety -Swearing -Drugs -And more fun stuff So if you do not feel comfortable with this subject I advise you to find a different story pls, because I will only place a warning on the first chapter and after that, you're on by yourself. So pls be careful. 😊 Not my characters, I don't own them!

F*ck life and everything that follows after | BakuDeku | Depressed Deku by trizbo

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Catch Me If I Fall [BakuDeku] by katy_santiago

[Depressed Izuku x Bakugo Fanfiction] Like an artist, he creates art in the cursed canvas that is his pale skin. The whispers of a taunting voice that controls each stroke of the brush that is his blade. A pitiful work of art that is hidden from the world's eye. All until intense ruby irises discover the broken masterpiece that was concealed behind closed curtains. ○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎. "I have been such a prideful asshole towards you that I kept hurting you even though I knew there was something wrong with you," Katsuki frowned, continuing to clean his cuts. Izuku's heart fluttered inside his chest, listening intently to what he had to say. "Fucking hell, I knew there was something wrong, yet instead of helping you I only made it worse." ○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎. 🚨⚠️T•R•I•G•G•E•R W•A•R•N•I•N•G⚠️🚨 This story contains the following: Lots of swearing Self-Harm Depression Suicide/Suicide Attempt Physical Abuse Homophobia Angst Graphic details Blood Needles 🚫 Read at your own risk 🚫 NATIONAL SUICIDE PREVENTION HOTLINE: 888-628-9454 Please, if you yourself are going through a depressive episode, or know about someone going through severe depression, don't hesitate to get some help! You matter, and you deserve to be helped. ***I do not own the characters or images used for this story, all credits go to their respective owners*** Catch Me If I Fall by Katy Santiago Copyright © 2022 All Rights Reserved - Any similarities with other stories are purely coincidental.

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Guess Who //Villain Deku AU\\

After realizing that Izuku couldn't be a hero he still never gave up. Not until he was told he couldn't be one from his all time favorite hero, All might. Deku had no reason to live anymore, he hated his life. He was even told to commit suicide by his childhood friend that he was madly in love with. His crush hated him. He was also going to UA, one of the top schools out there. His crush was going to leave him for a stupid school, His Kacchan was breaking up with him. ⚠🚨 I should probably make this clear before y'all ready ⚠🚨 This fan fiction may talk about heavy stuff such as: suicide sexual harassment (I mean serious!) angst smut gore extremely heavy language * and some homophobic (really just one line) Please, if anything makes you uncomfortable that is listed above read with caution! Please be safe children ⚠🚨 KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS IS A WORK OF FICTION!! This is my interpretation of how I believe this AU of mha would be. Bc of this I do not support the actions of some twisted characters! Again, this is a interpretation of how I think villian deku who like hero Bakugo would end up as!