Who Am I?

She was hurt, abandoned, alone and despised, although she thought.
She wanted to end it all with a pull of a trigger.
One blow to the head.
I almost claimed another lost soul that night. Almost.
I'm close though.
Out of all the lives I have taken, never have I ever been so eager to take this one.

Her friends, her silly friends, knew nothing.
Her family was oblivious to what they were doing to her.
And high school, was not something she was very fond of.

She woke up in a hospital bed. Her friends and family are crying beside her bed.
Questioning themselves. Blaming themselves.

It's so intriguing seeing both sides of the story take place.
-Death