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Change [Depressed Izuku (BNHA/MHA, Tododeku)]

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Time 5h 10m

[no quirk AU]
(WARNING; story contains triggering themes such as self harm, suicide and abuse {TODODEKU})

After a fatal accident with his mother, Izuku Midoriya is taken in by his uncle. He transfers to a new middle school, where he decides to work as hard as possible. Midoriya Izuku has gotten into the prestigious high school, UA. This high school teaches students at a higher level than a normal school. Midoriya tried his best to cover up his mental health, but is discovered by few people. 
How can he learn to open up, if he has kept all his problems bottled up his whole life?

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Mental Hospitals are meant to help people right? But what if they don't? Izuku Midoriya is a suicidal teenager wanting nothing more than to end it all He meets two boys the same age as him One has anger issues, blowing anything and everything up if something doesn't go to plan or gets in his way The other has been abused most of his life causing him to be shut off from the world What will happen when he finds out he has to room with these two boys? Will they escape and live freely? Or will they be pushed to insanity? Who will they meet on the wards? And most importantly will they find love? More information will be in the book :) Non of the art is mine! All art goes to their respective owners. The first part of the book will be in first person and it will switch to third a few chapters in :) (I suck at descriptions T~T) I'm trying to aim to post a new chapter for every few days, if not every weekend :) Started 16/7/22 #6 - Mental Hospital // 8/4/2023

Love Me More Than I Hate Myself. by LiarLiarStarsOnFire

"Anyway, I have the list of partners, and tonight you will find things out about your partner that nobody else knows about them. Be ready to share then in class tomorrow." Aizawa said with a smirk. "Oh fuck me." Shoto whispered. "Gladly." Shoto heard someone say, making him chuckle. "The groups are [...] Bakugo and Todoroki." When Aizawa gives class 1A homework that they've never had before and pairs a certain two boys together, something might happen that nobody expected. Will they have a happy ending? Or a sad one? WARNING: This story has extreme swearing, violence, blood, self-harm, suicidal themes and homosexuality. If any of these triggers you in any way, DO NOT read. You have been warned.

Problem (TodoDeku) by Dyno_Plushie

A couple months into the second school year Izuku Midoriya goes into UA high. There he meets a new friend named Shoto Todoroki. He deeply contrasts to how Izuku acts. As he's a bit more of a delinquent while Izuku is much more well-behaved. The principal thought it would be a good idea to have Todoroki as Izuku's guide for the rest of the year to keep the both of them out of trouble. What will happen when a stalker suddenly pops up though? ⚠️Mature Themes⚠️ ⚠️No Quirks⚠️ ⚠️none of the art is mine⚠️ ⚠️None of the characters are mine just the plot⚠️ ❗️Completed❗️

Three Little Words by Siles_120vampire

Izuku Midoriya has had a crush on his ex-friend Katsuki Bakugou since they were little. He has always looked up to him and loved everything about him. He wants to tell Kacchan how he really feels, but he knows it's pointless. He knows Kacchan hates his guts. Ever since he got his quirk, he stopped being friend with him. Was it because he didn't know he had one? Izuku doesn't know. Katsuki Bakugou has hated Izuku ever since he got his quirk. He doesn't need Izuku anymore. Izuku was weak. He was quirkless. He was pathetic. That's all Katsuki sees, anyways. Story contains TodoMomo (⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)⁠♡ (Story takes place during their first year at UA)

Falling (Depressed Deku Fanfic) (COMPLETE) by WholeLotOfDeku

Ever since Izuku Midoriya joined U.A. High School and settled in, he knew that the League of Villains were after him and his quirk: One For All. However, when the time comes when Bakugo is the target and is only seconds away from being captured, Midoriya throws himself in the chaos and ends up saving Bakugo, only at the cost of his own safety as he is captured instead. Midoriya is brought back to the League of Villains' hideout and with him there, Shigaraki plans on changing the young boy's mindset and plans to use force against him. When Midoriya isn't able to escape for three years and no one can seem to find him, he begins to lose hope and his wounds only bleed more. Even when he goes back in time with the help of a pro hero's quirk, he is diagnosed with depression and struggles to go on through life. He doesn't feel like himself. He needs someone. He needs someone so badly. But what if there isn't anybody to help Midoriya? How will Midoriya cope when someone close to him dies right in his arms? Warning! This story will contain depression, suicide talk, torture (not explained explicitly), violence, and a whole lot of angst! Also, this story won't contain any ships. So, there isn't any BakuDeku, TodoDeku, etc., it's just a depressing story with Midoriya with his friends trying to change themselves to help him and their own selves in the future. Ranks! #5 - depresseddeku (11/25/19) #65 - deku (8/23/19) #26 - majorcharacterdeath (8/31/19) lol Story Status: Complete! Started on: 4/17/2019 Completed on: 3/7/2020 Started Editing on: 1/30/20 I do not own the cover art! But I own the art in the book! My Hero Academia/Boku No Hero Academia (c) Kohei Horikoshi

Deku Who? (EDITING) by Myacademiahero

Izuku Midoriya's dream of becoming a Hero was not only shattered by his Idol, but by society. What happens when his Mom receives a job offer in America and they move to go live with his father? Will he make friends? Will he still be able to become a Hero whilst being Quirkless? Read to find out! (This story contains triggering themes such as suicide and abuse, read at your own risk ⚠️) (Some characters may be ooc) (I do not own BNHA) (BOOK COVER FROM PINTEREST!) (Just a fyi that all of the pics used in this story are what I find from Pinterest! All credits goes to their rightful owners!) COMPLETED!

Damnit, I like Deku! by RandomFandoms65000

Bakugou slowly comes to the realization that he likes Midoriya and has for a long time, but feels conflicted because of how much he's hurt Midoriya. Midoriya has accepted the fact he's liked Bakugou for a long time, but what happens when a little girl from the future gets stuck, interrupting the natural progression of the timeline? There's pranks, an angry Bakugou, a nervous Midoriya, all of class 1-A plus some teachers, hints of side ships, and nothing too traumatic! What more could you want? I don't own any of the characters used in this story. Except a few OCs. This is a long story so if you want a short one you'll have to look somewhere else lol. Started: Dec 18, 2019. Finished: Feb, 2020.

Knots in First Year | Bakugo x Deku by ririsager

There are three months left of their first year at UA high which has everyone's stomachs in knots; Katsuki Bakugo and Izuku Midoriya have gotten closer than they ever thought possible, between being in the same class and Bakugo finding out about One for All... Is it possible for them to get even closer? Little do they know, it is... and it might just be one of the most confusing times of their lives... together? Going on a first date causes Midoriya to question his sexuality, and intrusive thoughts cause Bakugo to question his... Will they figure it out? ~ Angst ~ Fluff ~ No smut --------- "Katsuki, I did have something to ask you though coming here." Izuku brought up as he slipped the pillow under his head next to Katsuki. "Hm?" "H-How much longer do you- wanna keep our secret- from the class?" --------- I do not own the rights of any of the characters from My Hero Academia! None of the art is mine!! This is my first story so please enjoy! You can skip the Introduction if you want you won't miss anything! I'm also writing a second book for this series so if you liked this one be on the lookout for the next one in the near future!

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Growing Old by SpoonOfFlowers

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